a mind is very private..

naaadik ako sa the sims.. at ako'y may sakit ngunit kailangan ko maglaro..

wehehe.. wala lang.. i dont celebrate april fools day.. at ako'y nasa bahay lamang sa araw na ito..

basta i played the sims all day.. mamaya i'll play ulet.. tapos maglalaro din ako ng dance rev!! ulet!! hahaha!!

wala lang.. wala akong maisip na entry..

my mom came home with 3 whole boxes of go nuts donuts.. and i want to finish all of them!! haha!! i just lost 4 frecking pounds in the 3-day diet (WHICH WAS WAYYYYY FAR FROM THE EXPECTED TEN POUNDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and now i just want to indulge.. darn.. i really need liposuction cuz this dieting thing aint working for me..

havent blogged for a while here.. like,, whoa.. it's unbecoming of me!! aun,, my uncle died last friday.. then of course with my mom around,, she did most of the beezwax there and all.. uhh,, ayun.. we're going there daw later..

hmmm.. last night akala ko good friday.. my sister and i ate at cpk in tomas morato.. sayang nga i wasnt able to drop by my cousin's place to get hero's pix!! hehe!! guilty pleasure! going back,, here's how we ordered our food:

me and ate: uhh, we'll have shrimp spring rolls,, then a grilled garlic shrimp pizza,, and fettuccine with garlic cream sauce ----------- WITH SHRIMP!

waiter: ma'am hindi rin po kayo mahilig sa shrimp, noh?

me: uhh,, ehh,, ayoko nga ng shrimp eh! actually allergic ako jan! ahh,, may shrimp ba kayo na dessert?

*everyone laughs..*

nweiz,, ito naman,, poj got a whopping 12 certificates for 4th quarter.. as usual,, he's 1st honor again,, his lowest grade ever was 94.. ayun.. eh when i asked poj what his honor was,, he went: "HMPH! I'M FIRST HONOR.. EH DIBA TITO LIN SAID IF I'M FIRST HONOR,, I GET 1000.. SECOND HONOR,, 2000.. THIRD HONOR,, 3000.. SANA THERE'S TENTH HONOR NA LANG NOH PARA I CAN GET 10000!!" then when i told it to my relatives,, they were all "hmmm.. first honor.. karapat-dapat ka nga! pati kami naiisahan mo!" wala lang.. ang aliw kausap ni poj!! haha!! sarap pa i-squeeze..

wala lang! ngayon,, maglalaro ako ng monopoly.. kasama si poj! he has kc monopoly na the simpsons yung theme.. we bought it in landes sa podium.. y'know,, the store with the coolest stuff.. then when you look at the price tags,, hihimatayin ka! wala lang!

babu! ingat!

hmmm.. i just got home from the wake.. tapos wala lang.. grabe,, mas marami palang nakikita na realities kapag madaling-araw na..

kanina kasi at quezon ave., basta i was on the way home,, ang dami kong nakitang pick-up girls on the road,, waiting for someone to pick them up and get it on.. then nadaanan ko yung pegasus,, yung club wherein most of the prostitution takes place.. noon,, hindi ako naniniwala na pugad ng prosti ang quezon ave.. tama pala sila.. at yung mga may sign na "digital ktv",, yun ang code nila para sa mga pugad ng prosti.. at one point maiinis ka kasi diba ang dami-daming trabaho jan sa tabi,, bakit yan pa yung pinili nila.. pero hindi mo rin naman maiwasang maawa sa kanila kasi alam mo na ayaw naman nila gawin yun,, kaso lang napipilitan sila.. wala lang..

then sa elliptical road naman,, may nakita kaming muslims na nag-rrally.. dahil dun sa notion na basta muslim,, criminal na.. eh alam aman nating lahat na nasa tao naman yun kung masama sha talaga o hindi diba? napaka-narrow minded naman ng mga pilipino.. hindi ko sinasabing kinakahiya ko yung mga kapwa-pilipino ko.. kinakaawaan ko lang sila..

kanina may mga narinig ako na nagpplan i-vote si fpj.. ipagdarasal ko na lang sila bago ako matulog.. sana ma-enlighten sila.. sabi kasi ni fpj,, hindi naman dapat isip ang pinapairal kung hindi puso.. eh shempre sasabihin niya iyon dahil 2d yr hs pa lang eh tumigil na siya sa pag-aaral.. kung mangatwiran nga naman oh.. hayy.. oh well.. sana maging mabuting president si roco.. wala lang.. hindi ko sinasabing sha yung ivvote ko if given the chance.. pero i like his plans na i-educate yung people.. kasi shempre sa education nagsisimula ang lahat.. kasi kung mag-aral ka,, mapapag-aralan mo yung mga nangyayari sa current time.. then kung mapag-aralan mo na yung goings-on na yun,, you can find ways to solve those problems and eventually lead the country to progress.. it's better instead of just creating jobs for the jobless without educating the young.. eh di kung maghirap yung people,, aasa na lang sila sa politicians kasi alam nilang mabibigyan sila.. hayyyy..

ayun.. wala lang.. mashadong puro realities yung ni-tackle ko.. wala lang.. wala kasing nangyari ngayon eh..

ito pangpa-ngiti!

kasi kanina,, si jelai,, my 3-yr old niece,, was left with my mom cuz her parents bought something.. then they talked.. pero kasama na kami nun.. it went like this:

jelai: iniwan na ko ni mommy chaka ni daddy
my mom: anu kaya ginawa ng mommy and daddy mo?
jelai: baka ginagawa yung baby sister ko!
(everyone laughs)
tita: ano? sinong gumagawa ng baby sister mo?
jelai: si mommy!
tita: si mommy lang mag-isa? ang galing naman nun! eh paano si daddy?
jelai: oo si mommy mag-isa tapos kami ni daddy magkasama!!
(everyone laughs harder)

reality: kids indeed say the darndest things!

nytnyt!

hmm.. a while ago i was with my uncle's 3d wife.. then his 1st wife was like keeping a distance from me.. she told my mom that she's disappointed cuz i'm closer to the 3d wife than to her..

how could that be my fault? she was the one who went to canada a few years after i was born.. and the 3d wife has been spending time with us for the last 3 years or so.. what the heck do i have to do with it? then she was watching pa every single move of the 3d wife.. and she kept on giving us an intimidating look which sort of forced the 3d wife to leave so as not to be led to bigger disagreements..

hay,, they said na she's really been a problem ever since.. and no one could really stand her.. well, i, for one, felt aggravated upon knowing what her reason was for giving such looks at me.. i dont actually hate her.. well,, i guess i wont have a choice since she's part of the family.. but still,, it sucks to be aware of why she did such acts.. i mean,, hello? what the fuck do i have to do with it? fine, u lived with the same man,, but that doesnt give u the right to direct your lame acts towards me.. i know that i am only 15 years old and ur in your 50's perhaps.. but that doesnt necessarily mean that you are authorized to push me around feeling that you are always right and i got no weapons to use against you.. that's why you dont understand me.. CUZ YOU DONT KNOW ME!! YOU DIDNT LIVE WITH ME AND SEE ME DURING CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR AND DURING FAMILY REUNIONS!! ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT YOU LEFT!!!

wala lang.. na-aggravate lang talaga ko..

i guess i have to call it a night.. or a day,, since it's 3am already..

nytnyt! sana hindi nyo ma-experience yung situation n 2..

ahhh.. home at last.. the internet is right here.. the computer is actually in front of me!

you see, right after my uncle's burial last wednesday,, we headed off to baler, aurora,, which is the remote-est of the remote areas here in the philippines! like,, whoa! the dirt road was soooooooo overly creepy! we reached the dirt road kc at around 7pm na,, then we reached our destination at 1am.. the road kc is a portion of sierra madre,, and it's composed of soil and rocks.. grabe it's super dangerous.. we didn't imagine that there'd be a place such as that in there!!

there's a bit of civilization.. pero napag-iwanan sila talaga ng panahon.. i mean,, yung gas meters dito diba digital,, yung doon hindi!! parang yung sa slot machines kapag i-turn mo.. basta gnun.. then there's no restaurant na we're familiar with.. not even mcdo!

my sister even joked that if we lived there and she'd study in manila,, this is what her letter would look like:

dear inay,
tingnan nyo po! ballpen po ang gamit ko! oha, wala nito diyan noh? o sige magpapadala na lang ako! oo nga pala, nay, naka-imbento na po ng ilaw dito! at saka po, may computer na! etc,, etc,, etc..

wehehe.. onga naman!! tama!!

oh,, the nice part bout going there nga pala is the super big waves.. ang astig!! as in,, i was going to surf sana kaso lang there was no surfer dude around.. so i went tubing nalang.. then the tube threw me dun sa isang super big wave!! haha!! now,, i'm a shade darker.. whoops!

nweiz,, im happy now that i'm home.. like what barney (yes, the purple dinosaur..) said in the "imagination island" episode,, "the best part of going away is coming home, to all the people you love.." ang galing talaga ni barney, noh?

i'm kinda excited and all pumped up for tomorrow!! it's PLAYSHOP TIME!! WOOHOO!! tanya wont be going though.. *sigh* ang konti na ng MTGers.. hope the class reached more than 10 students! i want a lot of classm8s!

hmm.. i came from church an hour ago.. and i'm kinda whappaked now.. kc after the mass, there's this car behind us who kept on blowing his horn while my sis was making a turn.. then my ever so revengeful sis was so inis,, she sped away and chased the guy.. hayyy.. nag-mass nga sila,, nag-inisan naman afterwards..

onga pala,, inside the church,, there's this family,, tapos 3 yung kids,, hanep puro toddlers lang!! tapos yung dad nila nakakaawa na!! kc sobrang ang kulit nung mga bata.. pero they were so cute!! wala lang.. tapos nung peace na.. the kids were kissing their parents.. ang cute nila!! too bad na-experience ko yun nung bata pa ko.. ngayon,, wala na..

ayun,, wala lang.. excited na talaga ko para bukas!

and,, aliw,, my mom shaved my eyebrows today.. thanks!! haha!!

i guess i have to call it a night.. maaga pa tmrw..

leaving in a while for playshop!! y'know,, wherein things ACTUALLY MAKE SENSE.. hehe.. ayan na naman ako..

whoops!! parang nagkaka-lovelife ulet ako!! hmmmmmmmmmm...... hehehehe.. u be the judge.. pero ndi ko ssbihn kung anung nangyari para ndi nyo ma-judge.. (huwaht?! *dove commercial style*)

onga pala,, thanks s mga nag-reply last nyt.. miss ko na kayo.. janine,, jac,, abletz,, ms rigor,, uhh,, bsta kayo.. sorry if i missed out on someone.. i really miss all of u.. and i looked forward to seeing u everyday.. those hopes are gone.. oh well..

wala lang.. imma leave na!! babu! ingat!! be back 2nyt na!!

hehehe,, i survived the 1st day of playshop.. as expected,, i'm under teacher chari.. whoa.. *hands down*

thankfully we reached around 20 people.. teacher chari said we'd be full din daw soon.. gnun pala dun.. most of them enrolled yesterday and some,, kanina lang!! haha!

gosh,, 6 lang kme from mtg 2003.. me,, dianne duque,, b.a racoma,, gab pangilinan,, michelle anderson,, and then erika pineda will follow daw.. well,, at least there are still some left from mtg 2003! hehehe..

ayun,, twas fun,, we did the usual adjective-name thing.. then the tag na u have 2 crawl under (inna said it's the "mcdo tag",,, hmmmm..),, then the name story,, then introducing the partner (my partner was pom),, then some vocal exercises,, then the mirror (my partner was dianne! she was my partner din last yr sa mirror!).. ayun.. wala lang!!

wehehe.. nung mirror na,, i remembered chic (from banaag),, bsta we were talking bout twins that time.. then someone said "alam nyo ba yung gngwa nung *huevr.. dont remember eh!* twins nung isang araw?" then chic was like "ano? nag-mimirror?" wala lang.. benta samin!

ayun.. we got na our pasalubong from tita grace (she went to the states eh).. the other week she gave us krispy kremes! *yum!* then i got a tommy bag,, a tommy shirt,, a banana rep. shirt,, and aun,, as usual,, chocolates! hee!! swerte ni poj,, he got a limited edition game boy advance s.p..

wala lang.. i got home at mga 10:30.. then i went inside the house at 11 na.. kc naman ate phoebe and i got home ahead of our mom.. to think we only stopped over for gas.. wala lang.. c ate talaga,, natuto lang mag-drive,, syett!! nakakatakot! haha!!

cge,, un lang!! i had sorta a nice day 2day!! woopee!! this is sooo different! nytnyt!

onga pala,, bea achay,, o yan ha,, we're around 20++ in mtg.. kaw kc eh..

and to hase,, sabi sayo mtg ka nln eh!

aie!! aun!! nytnyt!!

hehe,, yesterday nga pala,, i got a haircut.. sure,, i miss my long hair.. but this one's still long.. layered nga lang in front.. ayun.. for the 1st time,, na-satisfy ako.. cuz i always hated having haircuts.. wala lang!!

chka i forgot din.. funny thing bout this yr's mtg.. it says in the skeds that it's for 13-15yr olds.. then we have classmates na 21 na.. im like,, whoa!! haha!! mejo malaki yung age range kaya i wonder if magkaka-bonding dun.. wala lang!!

hay nako,, i hate it when my mom doesnt come home with tito.. ang init kc ng ulo nya wenever tito's not around.. i dunno y.. pero nakakainis talaga.. sabi nya ayaw daw nyang umuuwi ng maaga.. sa totoo lang,, ayoko din na umuuwi sha ng maaga.. may maids naman,, but still she keeps on giving me countless errands.. NAKAKABANAS!! she told me to call a lot of ppl for her.. she gave a list of the ppl and the numbers and the messages.. i rejected it.. sabi ko sa kanya i'm not a secretary --- i'm a kid.. i'm her daughter,, not her employee.. nainis ako eh..

ayun,, ako din tuloy aburido na like her.. nakakainis! sobra! arrrgh.. oh well..

glaing sa friendster..hayop..

b i o

Name: pauline bianca abesamis gaerlan
Do you like it?: ok lang.. kaso kulang ng "pretty" sa umpisa..
Nicknames: pauline,, pol..
Screen names: prettypauline,, terorista_13
Location: in the outskirts of quezon city..
School: spcp turned mchs.. the school my heart screams for? alam nyo na yun..

r e l a t i o n s h i p s

1. Who are your best friends?: my kapatid.. and cinco of course..
2. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: WALA!! WALA!! WALA!! :sad:
3. Did you send this to your crush?: nope
4. Did your crush send this to you?: nope
5. Longest relationship?: it's not long eh..
6. How many actual relationships have you been in?: one..
7. How many people have you kissed?: kiss sa cheeks,, sobrang dami.. then kung real kiss,, one lang..
8. Are you shy around your crush?: most definitely
9. Do you indulge in random hook-ups?: never!
10. Still have feelings for anyone you've been in a past relationship with?: i'm still not sure..
11. Do you know what it feels like to be in love?: i think so..
12. Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends?: no doubt! i would, of course!

f a s h i o n | s t u f f

1. Where is your favorite place to shop?: surfworld!
2. Have any tattoos or piercings?: the usual 1 piercing per ear..
3. What is your favourite thing to wear?: comfy clothes..
4. What is a must have accessory?: earrings,, watch,, bracelet,, ring..
5. How much is the most you've ever spent on a single item of clothing?: 3000?
6. Who is the most fashionable person you know?: my sister
7. Who is the least fashionable person you know?: mga tibo!
8. Do you match your belt with your hair color?: i rarely wear belts
9. What is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good: my face
10. What are you wearing right now?: big forever friends shirt and nautica pajama pants
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?: 20++
12. What is the worst trend you see today?: bangs..

s p e c i f i c s

1. Do you do drugs?: whatever!
2. What kind of shampoo do you use?: head and shoulders..
3. What are you most scared of?: having no best friend..
4. What are you listening to right now?: the t.v (smallville)
5. Who is the last person that called you?: dont remember
6. Where do you want to get married?: boracay
7. How many buddies are online right now?: 6..
8. What would you change about yourself?: my body..
9. What are essentials in your life?: my best friends,, poj..
10. If you had the power to do any one thing what would it be?: love me..
11. What nationality are you?: filipino..

h a v e | y o u | e v e r

1. Given someone a bath? when poj was a baby,, i helped bathe him
2. Bungee jumped?: not yet..
3. Made yourself throw up?: lots of times
4. Skinny dipped?: unfortunately,, i'm too fat to do it
5. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: lots of times.. i'ma drama queen!
6. Cried when someone died?: who wouldnt!
7. Fallen for your best friend?: corz not!
8. Been rejected?: i think so..
9. Rejected someone?: most probably..
10. Used someone? hell yeah! pretended i loved someone..
11. Cried over a girl: uhh,, my friends!!
12. Cried over a boy: what do you think? of course yes!
13. Lied to someone: who wouldnt?
14. Been in a fist fight: not naman a real fist fight.. i use words to hurt..
15. Been arrested: ya think?!

s o c i a l | l i f e

1. Best girl friend: cinco
2. Best guy friend: dami eh..
3. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: ryt now? wala nga!! dont rub it in!
4. If no, current dating partner: wala rin!
5. Hobbies: write,, perform,, debate
6. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: depends on the sitch!!!
7. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: of course i love my friends!
8. Where is the best hangout: shang during summer!! during the s.y,, wala.. club kc eh..
9. Do you attend church: yes
10. Do you like being around people: depends..

w h o

01. Have known you the longest: poj,, janine,, pat,, aika,, jac,, inna..
02. Do you argue the most with: poj,, ate phoebe,, my mom..
01. Do you always get along with: the ones ive known the longest
03. Is the most trustworthy: pat
04. Makes you laugh the most: poj and pat!
05. Has been there through all the hard times: poj,, aika,, pat..
06. Has the coolest parents: pat.. her mom crushes on ramon bautista of strangebrew!
07. Has the scariest siblings: dunno eh..
08. Is the most blunt: wala..

p e r s o n a l

01. Who is your role model: teacher chari..
02. What is some of your pet peeves: sobrang dami!
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: of course! i liked someone for 3 yrs.. and i know i havent a chance the whole time!
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: YES!
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: well-rounded..
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): i once tested a best friend.. to prove that she lied..
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: oo naman!! *cough*HORSE*cough*
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? the decision has to be mutual..
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
10. Want someone you don't have right now: yes
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: nope!
12. Do you want to get married: of course! i want to have a family!
13. Do you want kids: just 2 or 3..
14. Do you believe in psychics: definitely!
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my eyes..
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: i cry easily!
18. Are you happy with you: not really.. my body sucks eh..
19. Are you happy with your life: not much..
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i want to have lighter loads in banaag.. mashado silang nagpapaka-pro eh.. everyone knows it's just a school thing.. its no biggie.. no offense to the members.. but even the playshoppers think it's too much!

man,, i was at shang knina at 12 noon!! grabe,, ang lufet,, then my class was at 3 pa.. so grabe,, ayun.. i spent about an hour in starbucks.. grabbed my faves! (green tea frap and caesar salad! yum!) then dianne came mga 2pm.. ayun,, we killed time at burger king since it's near the classroom.. whoa!!

then we did mimes.. masaya naman kanina.. kaso lang a lot werent there.. pero erika came na.. MTG 2003 IS COMPLETE! hehehe.. then we did movement.. as in music and movement.. ang saya!! hahaha!! then the sculptures.. grarr!! paolo made fun of me.. ang sakit ng arm ko nun!! haha!

when the class was about to end,, chari was like,, "NO ONE SHOULD BE ABSENT ON FRIDAY CUZ WE'RE DOING VOCALS AND GIVING POINTERS FOR THE TALENT DAY/AUDITIONS!! WHICH MEANS,, AUDITIONS WILL BE HELD ON MONDAY SO YOU SHOULDNT BE ABSENT AS WELL!" i was startled!! like,, auditions na on monday,, and that's just like the 4th playshop meeting!! whoa!!!

ayun,, after playshop,, i went to libis cuz we played badminton.. on the way there,, i had a nosebleed.. then when the bleeding stopped,, i became dizzy.. SUPER MEGA DIZZY! kaya i rested b4 playing badminton.. while i was playing,, i felt it na naman!! NOSEBLEED ULET!! gwarsh.. kainis!! kaya i played for an hour lang..

and now,, i'm home at last.. wheeeee!!! yahoo!! problem lang is,, i cant sleep!! i dunno why.. i mean,, my body's all tired up and ready to hit the sheets! but well,, i just can't sleep! hmmm.. time for my secret weapon.. for sure tulog agad ako dun!

YA NGA PALA YOU GUYS,, PLEASE SUGGEST AN AUDITION PIECE!! IM TRYING TO GO FOR "AT THE BEGINNING" BUT IF YOU HAVE OTHER SONGS IN MIND,, I WOULD BE MORE THAN HAPPY IF YOU SUGGEST!!

REPLIES TO COMMENTS AND TAGS:
inna: yes, i still have the "unexpected song" piano piece.. if you want the lyrics,, you can search the net.. tell me lang if you couldnt find any.. kaso lang the song's too high!! haha!! i might break it! yikes! hehehe,,

inna and achay: i'm human too and i may feel fearful!! who wouldnt be afraid of being pulled out of MTG?

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hay,, i came home at arnd 12:30a.m,, about the same time i came home last night..

ayun,, i woke up in the afternoon.. nag-work yung secret weapon ko.. (aika,, shhhhhh!! ikaw lang may alam nun!! wag mo subukan ah!)

tapos we went to duty free cuz tita grace came home.. eh hannah wasnt there,, and tita grace was handling her passport,, so I SUBSTITUTED FOR HANNAH!! haha!! i became a 12-yr old! i called tita grace "mommy" and told the bureau of customs that i'll be going to the 6th grade!! good thing hannah has long hair and chinky eyes just like me! hahaha!! nako,, filipinos talaga.. doing everything just to SHOP!

speaking of shop,, i loooooooooooooovvvvee shopping! haha!! na-adik ako knina!! as if every little thing is looking at me in the eye,, telling me to save him from being stuck in that shelf forever!! hehehe,, ayan 2loy,, ang dami kong nabili!!

nga pala,, when my real mom was paying,, she used the shopping card of hannah.. so you could pretty much understand if you read the 2d paragraph.. ayun,, eh diba they need a signature,, shet!! at the spur of the moment i invented a signature!! oh well,, what's this face without the brains?! hehehe..

shox!! vocals and auditioning tips na tomorrow!! and auditions na on monday!! YIKES!! i feel all wiggly and i got butterflies in the stomach!!

ayun.. wala lang.. we ate at chili's for dinner.. yum! then now,, i guess i'm off to bed again.. kaso lang i really couldn't sleep.. time to hit you-know-what again!

replies to tags and comments:

hase: really? tell me wut ur show is ah!! and the playdate!

tanya: we don't have a show yet.. basta auditions and assessment na on monday.. i dont have a music piece of "journey to the past" eh.. we need the piece or else we're dead! by next week we're deciding na on the play daw.. nga pala,, good luck in famas!

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i got out of the house at around 2:30p.m already.. my mom kasi woke me up at 11.. she said we're going to leave early.. so i was ready by 1pm.. ayun.. you know naman my mom,, always late.. runs in her blood.. i rode the train to shang.. but even if i did,, i was still late!! argh!! i hate being late!! especially in teacher chari's class!

in playshop today, we did the super fun "new york lemonade" game!! hehe!! twas super fun! really! haha!! as in,, whoa!! haha!! and we did the hotspot! like last year,, the songs with the theme.. our theme was "rain" and we sang stuff kahit hindi "rain" yung word na nandun.. like "rudolph the red-nosed RAINdeer!" ayun.. hehe!! the other group's theme naman was "sun" then b.a went "SUN ka man, naroroon sinta!" hehehe,, then macky "on any SUNday morning here we'll be, raising our voices in harmony!" haha!! aliw! ayun,, then we learned part of a song,, and aun..

it's official!! auditions na on monday! then they will simulate the audition daw.. we have to have a resume,, a pic and a music piece.. like,, whoa!! no music piece would mean not auditioning!! yikes! kaya after class a lot of us were in national,, looking for music pieces!! yikes!

after shang,, ate phoebe picked me up.. we went to greenhills.. then we ate at this japanese resto,, as in the one with the moving sushi tray!! saya!! hehehe,, ayun,, then we shopped at the bazaar.. i bought spongebob slippers,, 2 pairs of earrings,, pants,, and a headband.. ayun.. hehehehe!!

after greenhills,, we were trying to head for home.. we were supposed to go to the u-turn slot near galle.. and we ended up taking the flyover to makati!! i mean,, whoa!! haha!! we ended up getting lost in mandaluyong.. katakot mehn!! haha!! naiiyak n kme ni ate nun!! good thing we finally got some directions and poof! i'm home!

ayun,, ciao for now!! and if you guys have any music pieces,, please let me know! i need it by sunday!

tag replies:

tanya (manalaysay): oh yeah!! haha!! miss u,, cincoer! we have to go out,, i'm dead serious!! oh,, and sorry i had to include ur last name.. kc the one who tagged b4 u was tanya manalang,, and well,, ur last name have the same 1st 6 letters.. confusing! haha! aun,, mishu!

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hehehe,, i went to sophia's bday party today,, and she looks soooooooooooooooooooo cute!! haha!! i loooove the winnie the pooh costume!! aliw!! so pretty!! just like me!! hahaha!! nwei,, poj and i went to the party,, and as usual,, he made a friend again!! happy! aun,, then wala lang,, i missed ate chai so much! (hope u get to read this!) hehehe,, ur still pretty as ever!! girl,, u gotta teach me!

then after the party,, poj wanted to ride the train on the way to shang,, so i asked our driver to follow nalang at shang and drop us at the ayala station.. poj hasnt experienced mrt yet eh.. so i gave him the chance.. i told him to speak in tagalog while in there cuz the ppl arnd myt think that we're rich.. so aun,, in short,, poj didn't talk!! hahaha!!

then for dinner we went to greenhills and ate at the japanese restaurant with the conveyer belt.. poj calls it "the moving sushi" hehehe.. wala lang.. gosh,, i think i gained more weight!

ayun,, who's got a music sheet of "at the beginning" by richard marx? please email me!! i need it by monday morning.. thanks in advance!

oh,, and wish me luck in the coming auditions!!

ciao,, gotta work on my resume!

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hase: ur doing honk? cool! hehe,, can't wait to hear what our play would be too! we learned a song from "noah's big boat" last friday.. sana yun na yun..

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gosh,, i landed with "just around the riverbend" as my music piece in tomorrow's auditions..

ayun,, hayyy... i'm done with my resume na din! yahoo!!

mtg,, good luck to all of us!

ciao,, langhya,, ate's gona use the comp.. :mad:

today was fun!! hahaha!!

i went to playshop for the audition.. before it,, we did a modified musical chairs.. we played musical chairs with the objective to keep just a pair of feet on the floor for every chair.. as the chairs decreased,, it got harder and harder!! imagine!! we were 20+ sitting and standing on just 2 chairs!! twas real hard!! but real fun!

haha!! i'm done with the audition! ayun,, i'm so relieved,, yet so tense cuz i duno the results yet!! gosh,, the people were sooooo great!! macky performed first,, and he was like,, WHOA!! SOOOO GALING!! then kyla was also great,, and caisa and everyone did great!! lufffeeeeeet!! then basta,, everyone was great!! after the singing auditions,, we danced naman.. liz taught us a couple of steps and we danced it afterwards..twas cool!! really!!

hahhhh,, i got tired.. as i previously said,, i sang "just around the riverbend" and i belted the whole song.. hehe,, i didn't practice at home.. the only time i practiced was inside the car for a few minutes while my mom was in the bank.. and when i practiced,, i was shifting to head tone which was soooo kainis!! good thing na-belt ko sha during the audition..

pictorials na on sunday! 2-2:30p.m,, i told my mom that it would be from 1:30-2:30 so that i wont be late.. you know naman my mom,, it'd be a miracle if she's on time!! hahaha!! joketime! but jokes are half-meant, ryt?

i'm tired,, and i want to sleep now.. gosh,, today was blissful,, i liked it..

aie onga pala,, on my way home,, i saw a political rally along commonwealth ave.. fpj's camp daw.. eeewww!! i hate fpj's political ads.. they dont make sense.. heck,, i hate fpj! i like roco's political ad.. cuz the Banshees were there (the yellow batch banaag band).. ayun,, i also like gma's "ina" ad.. basta the last line was "kaya ina rin ang iboboto ko.." or something like it.. basta it's a whole lot better than gma's ad with her daughter..

wala lang.. here i go again,, politicking again! hehe,, during dinner time nga kanina,, i was thinking of taking up political science in college.. so that i could be a politician.. but then i thought,, since i like acting naman,, why don't i become an actress first then be a politician? but,, nah! i want to learn good governance the proper way.. read on, FPJ,, YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE A COUNTRY! i dont think,, I KNOW!

change topic.. i want a william hung cd and vcd! please gimme a copy! or tell me if it's out na! thanks!

ayun,, haha!! good night, everyone!

oh my gosh!! i had 2 dreams last nyt,, and i managed to remember them both!

case 1: my mom was pregnant and she was about to give birth to a 4th full-sibling,, 7th mixed sibling.. basta yun! so she was in the hospital,, and yun na nga,, she gave birth.. the day the baby was born,, inuwi namin sha agad.. (told u twas weird!!) tapos the 2d day,, he died.. but my mom was still carrying him.. then she asked me what we should do.. i told her to bury that baby she's holding and make a new one or adopt a baby.. then i txtd inna that we have a dead baby at home.. then i woke up..

case 2: poj, aika and i were in a beach.. i dunno what beach it was,, but there was white sand,, and the water was clear,, but the sky was super dark.. but it wasnt gonna rain.. and it's not nighttime either cuz it was 4pm n my watch.. basta,, aika was driving a van,, and poj and i were at the back (ginawa shang driver eh!! hahaha!!) then there was this car,, chasing us,, so we were going super fast to stay away from the weird car.. little did we know that we're headed toward a cliff.. basta ayun,, we went straight away and fell off the cliff.. when we were on the ground already,, i slapped aika.. then poj slapped me.. then i was crying for help,, and i woke up..

i read somewhere that we get 10 dreams at the least per day,, but only remember two or one,, or even none..

coooooooollllllllllllllllllll...

i believe he has the right to be where he is now..

just a thought..

yesterday we were discussing about the audition we had.. what he should do,, how to handle an audition,, how to go about the whole thing.. and we were like,, "be confident,, dont show that ur nervous,, memorize the song,, own the song.." and all those musts in auditioning..

during the audition,, i was like "man,, i stink! i feel like william hung auditioning for american idol".. only,, i wasn't being made fun of by the panelists.. but now, i guess there should be more shame on us,, picking on william hung..

i mean, the man's courageous! well,, the fact that he auditioned says that he's got guts and lots of it! when he sang "she bangs" with all his might,, he owned the song and did all he can, just to be noticed.. he felt that "hey! i can do something you couldn't do!" and it was a success!! he did get noticed.. look at him now! he's got a cd,, a music video..

wala lang.. even though he sucked in the audition,, i kind of look up to him..

kaya next time i audition,, sure, i won't do it the william hung way.. but i'm gonna do better.. and pretty soon, i'll make it..

hey!! haha!! nakawan na toh!

My name is: pretty pauline (thats wut i said in the audition! )

The last thing that made me feel cared about was: when teresa and char told me they miss me already.. (ym knina) i just love cincoers! they make me happy!

The last thing I was scared of was: yesterday's audition!

The last time I cried was: a while ago.. i watched even stevens..

I will be remembered as: the most determined coward to ever walk the planet..

Someday i will be: the very best that no one ever was.. seriously.. i want to excel at something..

I crave: being with cinco everyday again.. though it aint coming true..

I like: being on the phone with someone i love.. and that don't mean you, ******! get that? i hate talking to you!

I know: that someday i'll be right where i belong.. for now,, i'm just plain lost..

I want: to be with you-know-who..

I fear: being alone.. without you-know-who..

I need: the company of cinco and all my spcp batchmates..

I understand: that everyone has to move on but my time was just too early..

I hate: being away from cinco..

I love: God,, all the members of my family,, (even if ur not biologically part of my family..) cinco,, MTG2003,, my best friend..

I live for: God,, and cinco.. heck,, kakasabi ko lang kay charlene kanina,, cinco's what i live for.. i really love all of you..

I sing: in the shower.. at times,, on stage! but never in front of my mom..

I try: actually,, TRIED anything and everything to go back to st paul pasig.. just so you know,, all my efforts were a waste..

I forgot: that i am just a 15 year old who wants to get the best life possible..

I see: determination in me.. but along with it is failure..

I can: do whatever i want to do as long as i put my heart into it and own it and not let go of it no matter what it takes..

I can’t: kiss my tummy..

I miss: CINCO,, and all the paulinians i love.. and MTG2003..

I feel: sentimental..

When I am sad I: cry.. A LOT!

When I am happy I: cry too! (tears of joy..)

Freedom is: what i do not have..

Suicide: is something i thought of a lot of times already..

Alcohol: intoxicated me during the grad party,, and it brought me to the hospital..

Sex: is a product of love and is intended for making a blessing..

Music: completes life..

Life: is incomplete without friends..

I am who I am because: of all the people who molded me into who i am now..

One of my dreams: is to be somebody someday..

I find it hard to: belong in a different environment.. (pretty much like moving to a new school.. you know..)

The best way to know me is: by talking to me,, AND listening to me..

I am: who i am..

uhh,, thanks to those who posted comments and those who tagged in the tagboard.. appreciate it much!!

hahaha!! i had a super fun time in playshop today!! we did improvs!! the best stuff to ever walk the planet! oh wait!! we did "new york lemonade" a while ago!! and it was super fun too!! hahaha!! kaso lang i was hostaged agad!! and thea was the only one left in our team,, but guess what!! THEA WON!! hahaha!! fun!

then ayun,, improvs,, improvs,, improvs.. like the one-word story etc.. what i loved most were the fishing game and the scenes with parameters.. wala lang..

macky,, michelle, thea and i worked on a scene focusing on time.. it had to have a child less than 10 yrs old (obviously twas thea..) then there has to be a surprise ending.. ayun.. michelle was the mom,, i was the hated grandmom,, macky was the dad and thea was the kid.. twas thea's bday kunyari.. then the dad promised that he'd be there.. then the mom called up the dad,, and i was trash talking about the dad like most in-laws do.. then when the couple was arguing na,, the dad was like "open the door!" then the mom opened it and there he was! wala lang.. the class was like "awww geezzz.." and stuff.. but it was really nice..

then i loved the fishing game!! hahaha!! franz talaga!! hehe,, when will he be wholesome? haha!! kidding!! ayun,, basta the fishing game was so cool! i loved it! i was paired with erika and our story was about a liver and a kidney longing for world peace and eventually they ended up being in love.. fun! haha!!

ayun,, i just finished talking with aika on the phone.. she confessed daw today.. wow!! ur an angel now!! haha!! though it wasnt obvious that u confessed cuz u were cursing on the phone! hmmm.. bad! whoops!! as if i aint bad! ayun,, wahaha!! stop saying everything in tagalog, okay? i aint being anti-filipino but well,, how the heck could you translate "hello" and "European" in filipino? haha!! parang dumb and dumberer!! haha!! kidding!

uhh,, whew!! havent eaten lunch and dinner yet.. and i have no plans na!

kainis my mom and tito are playing badminton.. they didnt include me!! but its alryt.. i wanted to be home early.. wish granted!

i'm outie!! nytnyt!!

oh and before i go,, "CLIMB EVERY MOUNTAIN!!"

hmmm.. wala lang.. gumawa ako ng testimonial kanina.. and ayun,, i got sentimental..

kailangan kong sabihin sa inyo lahat ng ito..

*sorry kung minsan storbo ko,, i mean,, magttxt nln bigla and all..

*inna,, sorry if i haven't called u up yet! promise, tomorrow,, i'll do it.. i ain't kidding..

*sorry for being a pain in the ass..

*pam,, sorry i havent replied to ur txt yet..

*sana magkasama na ulit tayo,, araw-araw.. (kilala nyo na kung sino kayo) alam ko hindi na mangyayari yun, pero libre naman mangarap, diba?

*sorry kung mahilig ako mang-lait.. oo,, kinakarir ko yun,, kaso lang,, hindi ko talaga matiis dahil naguguluhan ako!

*********,, sorry kung lagi ko kayong tina-trash talk.. ayoko talaga sa lugar nyo,, dahil hindi ko alam kung saan ako lulugar.. kasi gulong-gulo ako sa kung bakit kailangan ko pa kayo makasama, eh hindi ko naman ginustong mapunta sa mga kamay ninyo..

*Lord,, salamat sa lahat ng kaibigan ko..

*sa mga kumalimot na sakin, wala namang ganyanan oh! pagkatapos ng lahat, iiwan nyo na lang ako ng basta-basta?

*sa cinco, hindi ako nagbibiro sa tuwing sinasabi ko na gustong-gusto ko na kayong makasama.. plano na lang tayo ng plano ng reunion,, umaksyon naman tayo.. panahon na..

*friends ulet,, hindi ko kayo iiwan,, kahit anong mangyari.. kahit pa haluan ng CHEMical ang HORSES sa mundo.. (konti lang ata makakaintindi nyan!)

*sana magkaroon ng time na matupad lahat ng mga pinapangarap ko..

*nagtatagalog ako ngayon kahit na ba nauubusan na ko.. oo, ganyan ka-lupit ang sacrifice ko para sa inyo.. ay, sakripisyo pala..

*produkto lang siguro ito ng antok.. kailangan ko na yata matulog..

*o baka gutom lang 'to.. dahil hindi ako nag-lunch and dinner ngayong araw na 'to..

*basta,, hindi ko kayo iiwanan.. ayt? wala lang.. i just wanted to remind you..

*ikaw,, oo,, ikaw,, hindi ikaw,, siya.. ayan,, o ikaw,, baliktarin mo yung mundo,, halughugin mo ng limang beses.. ikutin mo ng mabilis! tapos itigil mo.. ubusin mo lahat ng buhangin,, lahat ng tubig,, lahat ng lupa.. ubos na ba? sabi sayo,, kasama pa rin kita kahit wla na lahat ng yun eh..

*corny ba yung sinulat ko? react naman kayo..

told u bumigay na ko.. haha!! wow,, i was home alone from 12 noon til 5:30p.m.. and damn,, how bored i was til ate phoebe came to the rescue!!

the reason why i disconnected at arnd 3:30 p.m. was due to a walking stick (the insect..) that was inside poj's room.. just now,, i called the maid to get rid of the thing.. when i pointed it to her,, she was like,, "ah,, yaan? takot ka jan? eh pinaglalaruan namin 'to eh!" whoa!! hahaha!!

nweiz,, b4 all that,, the phone rang.. i was alone pa that time.. basta ayun,, then the one on the phone was looking for my uncle who died last april 2!! i was so scared!! i went,, "uh,, sorry po he's not around eh!" (kulang na lang dugtungan ko ng "anymore" hehehe) ayun,, wala lang,, ryt after,, i called my mom.. i dunno where she was that time,, pero ang tagal b4 she answered her phone.. ayun,, i got creeped out! whoops!

nothing much happened today.. wala lang.. i got super bored!! bored to the point that i was already reading fanfics in fanfiction.net,, then posting stuff in the internet,, watching "biodata" via the internet (eddie gil's profile to be exact.. i hate that guy!) and all that jazz.. wow,, i'm obviously bored to death..

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

we were given some lines to memorize by monday.. konti lang naman.. 13 lines if i'm actor A and 12 lines if i'm actor B.. my partner's dianne and as of now we don't have a setting yet.. so over the weekend,, i'd be memorizing it na lang and on monday imma give it my best! we dont have a show yet.. the 4 choices haven't been deliberated yet.. but chari assured us that we're going to have a great show.. and i definitely trust her with whatever choice she'd make..

hey!! i just saw wanda and mica in WHACKED! (the show in nickelodeon..) and well,, of course,, alexa.. wala lang.. they were my classmates in musical theater teens advanced last year.. and well,, 6 na lang kami from last year's class.. haha!! i was waiting kc for "the brothers garcia" and then i was like,, "wait lang,, kilala ko yng mga yan ah!!" hehe..

oh!! kanina nga pala,, chari said erika looks like camile velasco (the american idol girl..) and well,, she does look like camile.. cool!

ayun,, wow,, i'm home alone again tonight.. ate phoebe is at pauie's place,, poj is at his friends' house,, then my mom and tito are in libis,, playing badminton.. arrrgh.. i got no one to talk to.. everyone's out,, probably cuz it's friday! though i preferred to head for home after playshop cuz im really really tired..

ciao!! imma try to find something to do!

---God, what do you have in store? we can't help but wonder what this ark is for.---

hoi,, nakakarami na naman kayo ah!! na-excite na naman ako sumagot ng mga friendtest!! kaya ako din dapat sagutan nyo yung akin!!

oo, dito! pindutin mo!!

ayun,, nilalagnat ako ngayon.. ang init ng mata ko.. tssssssss.. *steam* wala lang..

inaantok ako,, pero ndi ako makatulog..

wala pa rin ang nanay ko sa bahay.. ala una na ng umaga wala pa rin sha.. kapatid ko rin wala pa.. hoi pamela,, uuwi ka ba ngayon? patay ka kay mama..

c godzilla ayaw kumain ng dinner kanina.. kasi daw wala na milk.. binigyan ko ng milk na galing sa nearby store.. ayaw pa rin.. sanay kasi sha s nestle fresh milk.. tsss.. kw tlga godzilla!! ndi nga ako nag-mmilk eh.. tapos ikaw lahat ng food mo gusto mo may milk? okay lang.. bday mo naman nung isang linggo eh.. pero,, panu mo 2 mababasa? eh ur a dog? hehehe.. tssss..

wala lang.. inaantok talaga ko.. and i want a more comfy computer chair.. dapat recliner nln pla 2!! para nakakatulog habang nagcocomputer.. ayos!

i'm bored..

today started off ordindary till poj called for a swimming session.. he swam with his friends and my sister and i were there too.. twas the 1st time i swam in a pool for like a year or so? i think the last time i went swimming was during p.e class in grade seven!! haha!!

oh man!! grade seven swimming class!! gosh,, there were borrowed swimming caps,, loofas,, different sorts of soap,, to flooded shower rooms,, to being given a bath by mrs. friginal!! (she said she'd give me a bath since i'm always the 1st to enter the shower but i always finish showering last..) haha!! fun fun fun!! wala lang.. i just remembered!!

going back,, i got hugely surprised when i got home! poj left the computer on!! i mean,, we left at 3pm and came home at 9pm.. then whoa!! it's ON!! darn,, sayang ung electricity.. sayang yung puedeng ma-download!! eh kaso lang he didnt open pala kazaa, so everything's wasted.. argh!

oh yeah!! when i got home din,, i had a realization.. how come everytime i get a chance to play with a dog,, then i get home,, godzilla (my dog) becomes extra hyper? my sister said it that he could smell the scent of another dog.. kasi daw when she played with milo (mia's dog),, godzilla was sniffing her and then he was barking daw.. hmmm.. cool!

ayun,, ryt now,, i'm a bit darker than when i woke up..

i just finished discussing with dianne.. we have a concept na for the homework!! simple lang.. pero sana it'd turn out fine..

hmmm... i'm bored,, lonely,, and stuff! oh,, and my mom came home with a new t.v for my room.. dunno where she got it,, but well,, she was like,, "hey,, got u a t.v!" and i was like,, "sure,, thanks!" hehe,, wala lang..

i'm tired na.. kind of sleepy (heck,, swimming always makes everyone sleepy!) oh well..

the lion king's showing in disney.. i'll watch the cheetah girls tomorrow in the encore na lang.. oh! and whoever got to watch hilary duff's birthday bach (also on disney.. after the cheetah girls..) please tell me wut time it started and ended!! and tell me wut happened!! thanks a bunch!!

so,, there ya have it!! good night, everyone!

here i am,, again,, believing that my mom would be true to her word.. she said we'd leave at 9:30.. and it's 10 now! she always has a delay.. kaya i've been late in playshop for 2 times na..

dunno where imma go today.. i mean, while waiting for class..

ayun,, wala lang!

hehehe,, update nln later!

aryt,, so yesterday,, i wasn't online THE WHOLE DAY for the mere fact that my sister had to do her homework.. ayun,, she feels so f*cked out to have summer classes in ateneo.. for a subject that's worth zero units.. she has a pretty teacher in ITM though.. the names jenny.. jenny kelly! that is sooooo cool!

nweiz,, i watched "the lion king 1 1/2" last nyt,, with poj and ate phoebe.. the movie was sooooooo great!! super funny!! as in,, whoa!! woopee funny!!

today,, i went out early.. cuz tita roselle's leaving and she said goodbye na kanina.. then after that,, my mom went to libis to play badminton.. i didn't get to play cuz that was before class and i didn't want to look all wet in shang! haha! ayun,, i went na to shang and chatted with dianne as we waited for class.. we went to radio city and heard the song "cinderella" from "the cheetah girls!" hehe,, amazing! haha!! ayun.. wala lang..

i had a fun day today naman.. twas fun in playshop.. we're starting rehearsals on friday.. wednesday will be the song-with-story interactions.. dianne and i did fine naman in the homework kanina.. ayun,, the day was fun..

i headed for home agad after class.. then had dinner.. then when i was lying in bed,, i felt kind of weird.. so i stood up,, and i found out i was nosebleeding.. i stopped the blood from coming out muna as i made my way to the bathroom.. then i let the blood flow.. and they formed little drops.. so i counted how many drops it'd take before the bleeding stops.. then for the record,, it took 87 drops!! whoa!! afterwards,, i felt dizzy so i went back to bed.. i fell asleep,, and i'm awake now,, but i still feel dizzy..

ayun,, wala lang.. sharing! kaya this entry's kind of "off.." if i may say..

nytnyt!

hmmm.. i did nothing at home today..

i was in 2 ym conferences..

i did nothing..

i watched tv..

yun!

anyways,, my mom will crul my hair tomorrow.. it's the picture day at playshop eh.. the theme is retro and our time is the 70's.. imma wear a sleeveless top (blue and purple) with the bow thing at the bottom,, then a blue and purple printed skirt,, uhh,, havent picked my shoes yet,, and imma wear a purple headband.. ayun! it's fun to play dress-up!!

i wasn't allowed to attend macky's party.. it's gonna be tomorrow after class.. sayang.. aww.. the attire's strictly formal! cuz well, he misses going to proms and grad balls na daw,, so he's gonna play dress-up!! haha!! cool! it's his debut kasi eh.. fun fun!!

hmmm.. i have a song na for tomorrow!! yahoo!! thanks so much, lia!! ur my savior!! hahaha!!

oh!! and we made ice cream today.. my sister and i had the drive to do so.. we made banana ice cream! hehehe,, i was suggesting sana dilis flavor or jackfruit or burong mangga or indian mango or bagoong flavor!! kaso lang ayun,, after much deliberation, we landed with banana..

ayun,, gotta scram!! good night everyone!

hmmm.. ayun,, i logged on just now cuz well, we got our scripts na kanina and i labeled them and stuff.. take note,, i stamped the pages one by one!! it totaled 66 pages!! whoa!!

we're doing "sideshow".. ts basically about freaks.. so,, i won't want to spill the beans right now.. you just have to wait til showtime! hehehe,, dunno yet the venue,, but i repeat,, it's on june 2 OR june 4!

hmmm... i'm bumming around the house the moment i arrived.. it's macky's birthday kasi today,, (HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MACKY!!) and well, i wasn't allowed to attend the party.. my mom said NO!! arrrgh!! nwei,, macky,, dunno if u'd get to read this.. but well,, i wish you a happy happy birthday!! continue to be the superb actor you are!! don't let go of that talent.. it's rare!! hehe,, nweiz,, happy birthday.. only, i mean it!

oh yeah!! try passionup.com! my score was 210.. means my right brain is dominant.. and i know it really is.. cuz the right brain is the creative side, right? ayun,, and i'm more involved with my creative side.. say,, going to playshop,, singing, acting and all that.. and the club in school,, yun.. wala lang,, plus,, i'm left-handed! hee!!

oh wait!! i remembered something!! we were learning the opening act of the play kanina,, and then there was this line which said "pennies for peeks" and then franz read it aloud in disbelief.. being franz,, he went,, "WHAT? PENIS FOR PEEKS?" and we all burst out into laughter.. cuz well,, who wouldn't? hahaha...

ayun,, wow,, i've read a lot of entries about the upcoming elections.. and now i guess it's my turn to give opinions..

on GMA - yes, you're a good leader,, and i like the "ina" ad more than the "for us" ad.. and well,, i think your strong point is that no one found a flaw in you that's why the jose pidal issue came up.. i mean,, it's against your husband,, but not you,, cuz well,, your flaws are limited, if i may say..

on FPJ - come on,, you're plain bad.. heck, i didn't even like you as an actor.. what more as a leader? and take note,, an unlearned leader! i mean,, how come in applying as a barista at starbucks or a worker at mcdo or a teller at rcbc or a technician at st paul etc,, you have to be a college graduate? then here comes a presidentiable who didn't even get to finish high school? no thanks! it's a stupid idea..

on LACSON - yes, you want to achieve good governance with an iron fist.. but ruling with an iron fist often leads to rebellion.. plus,, you kill people,, if not torture them.. you won't make a good leader either..

on ROCO - sayang,, if you hadn't gone to the states then you would have made it to a higher survey spot compared to where you are now.. but well,, i see a good leader in you too.. you just look too much of a politician now,, which ain't good.. and yeah,, you didn't tell the truth on your health condition.. i know the truth!

on BRO. EDDIE - wow,, it's impressive that your results from this certain test proved that you can be a good leader.. kaso lang the people do not believe in the religion jiving with politics.. but well,, if given the chance,, i'd give you my vote.. cuz i see in you the willingness to serve the people,, and your drive to changing us for the better.. like,, wow,, you're impressive.. i hope you'd be given the chance to lead and serve us..

on EDDIE GIL - go to gil! man,, stop it! good thing ur disqualified again! you don't deserve the position.. ur too ambitious.. i mean,, you really think sinusulat ng dad mo sa blackboard yung gagawin mo for the country? and you think you have that much money? come on,, the national center for mental health is where you belong..

wala lang.. wanted to have an election special din like those other blogs!!

good night everyone!

oh no!! i dont have yet a copy of the Sideshow soundtrack!! i was supposed to get one from franco kaso lang i'm not going out today so i'm borrowing na lang from lawrence tomorrow..

ayun, gosh!! i'm so bored today.. and i feel like an ass on fire!

what the heck was that about? hehehe..

ryt now im chatting with b.a sa ym.. he doesn't have the cd 2.. pero he's getting daw from franco.. pero baka dw tomorrow pa cuz he ain't replying..

uhhh,, hmmm..

i just ate the banana ice cream we made.. and i poured nesquick choco syrup on it.. i would have gotten more,, if it weren't THAT fatty.. ARRGH!!

oh!! and i found out last nyt,, that harem means concubine.. wala lang.. na-startle ako!! sheena,, say mo?! wehehe.. OH NO!

ayun,, i'm still bored!

hmmm.. wala lang!

nagpa-deliver kme ng ice cream kay ange..

vanilla chka mango..

yummy!

hehe,, fattening!!

wala akong paki!

mawawala lahat yan come the rehearsals!

masaya ba ko?

ewan!

hehehe,, just watched american idol.. i liked john stevens tonight.. he soooo picked the right song! and well,, he did great!!

i also liked jasmine trias.. her song was "when i fall in love" and that's just one of my ultimate faves! well besides the song being nice,, she did well too!

but the best one for me tonight was latoya london.. she sang "somewhere" and she was damn awesome!! i like her song and well,, she gave justice to the song.. hehehe..

speaking of the song "somewhere,," i love jen's rendition of it! she's super galing!! kaso lang yesterday she was given a note that she shouldn't close her eyes.. cuz well,, she does it most of the time.. and that's not allowed when you sing in theater.. cuz you don't get to deliver the message to the audience if you close your eyes.. going back,, i really really looooooove jen's voice!! and i also like cris' voice,, and i like red's voice,, and michelle's voice,, and paolo's voice,, and tanya's voice!! hehehe,, people,, people,, i just named the stars you should watch out for!

ito oh!

West Side Story - Somewhere

There's a place for us
Somewhere a place for us
Peace and quiet and open air
Wait for us
Somewhere

There's a time for us
Some day a time for us
Time together
With time to spare
Time to look
Time to care

Someday
Somewhere

We'll find a new way of living
We'll find a way of forgiving
Somewhere

There's a
place for us
A time and place for us
Hold my hand
And we're halfway there
Hold my hand
And I'll take you there
Somehow
Someday
Somewhere

ito pa oh!

ONCE UPON A DREAM - Jekyll and Hyde

When it's all began
We knew there'd be a price

Once upon a dream
I was lost in love's embrace
There I found a perfect place
Once upon a dream

Once there was a time
Like no other time before
Hope was still an open door
Once upon a dream

And I was unafraid
The dream was so exciting
But now I see it fade
And I am here alone

Once upon a dream
You were heaven-sent to me
Was it never meant to be
Was it just a dream

Could we begin again
Once upon a dream

wala lang!! aliw!

this shall put me to sleep..