a mind is very private..

we said goodbye to good old february through the countless "leap day" parties last night! and here we are now, about to finish the first day of the new month we just welcomed..

for me, march is a month full of memories.. full of transitions.. full of ends,, and full of beginnings.. based on the year that was, march was indeed a very memorable month for me..

first of all, march 1.. it's the star's anniv!! right aika? hee! ang jologs ng msg ko sayo knina! man! ayoko n s knya noh!! swear!! promise!! i wont make the same mistake again!! haha!!

nweiz,, hmmm.. last year,, march 10!! it was the drama fest!! and all cinco's efforts in putting "new yorker in tondo" together was surely worth it! i directed the play with the help of ms mirafuente,, abletz,, ms rigor,, aika,, guada,, pam,, precious,, michele,, teresa,, and all the others (sorry if i wasnt able to put your name here.. well, i still remember you pa rin, cincoer!!) i remember all the times when we were all sooooooooo bad trip already!! haha! then we would all shout at each other nah!! wow.... it's been almost a year!! going back,, aun,, winning first place surely was a great "i wont see you in a while and i'll miss you" gift for me..

and then came march 20! it was graduation day! the main highlight of grade school life.. the day we waited for and dreaded at the same time! yeah, it sure was great seeing our batchmates for the last time as grade schoolers wearing our bowties.. which later on changed to neckties,, for you, that is.. wow.. grade school life flew so fast! i still remember ms almario when she was our substitute in gr3,, she said that time flies so fast that we wont be able to notice that we'd be a few days away from graduation already! and here we are now! we've been through the second graduation already! (counting the kinder grad of course!) anyways, that was really an event worth remembering.. puro pictures!! haha! we all felt like celebrities!!

of course, for the cincoers and maybe some 7'03 people,, who would ever forget march 21, 2003? the cinco grad party!! haha!! it turned out to be quite a stir especially for ms rigor and danica and antonette and abletz and jerica and aika and goat and co. and all the others!! haha!! oh!! also for guada and jenna who was sooooooo "sexy?" when she swam! and tahnee who looked for chabelita and marimar!! oooh!! enough about that!! maraming hindi dapat malaman!! wahehehehehe..

ayun,, shempre pinaka-memorable month last year ang march dahil yun yung month n sobrang ayokong dumating.. turns out na kahit nagka-signal na of the end,, totoo pala na it's only a beginning.. kaya cinco,, kahit ang layo layo ko sa inyo,, wg n wg nyo isipin n nkalimutan ko na lahat ng mga yun!!

onga pala,, hi kay jerica and noelle!!

...right now? i love---everything i wrote here.. i mean,, about what happened before... sabi nga ni achay,, (hi achay!) "sana maulit muli.."

man,, we did our english play today!! and we were a mess!! haha!! we forgot the scene of totoy's confession to nena!! haha!! so sumingit cla in the ending! buti nln it ended up okay.. wow!!

uhh,, but still i messed up!! i forgot some lines!! and gosh,, ang creepy!! haha!! tpos nung fighting scene,, i forgot na dani was gona throw orange juice at me!! ayan 2loy!! the beverage hit me in my face! eh we had an assembly pa naman afterwards,, so i was feeling all sticky and my hair had orange juice crystals when it dried up!! kadiri!! kaya when i got home i went straight to the bathroom and spent about an hour or so inside.. hayyyyyyyy.. i like the after-shower feeling!

hmmm.. grabe,, this half of 4th qtr ln ako natuto gumawa ng hw sa house!! mah gash!! kc my mom said if i flunk her standards daw i wont be going to playshop.. but i know it wont happen..

the school year is nearing the end! and well,, i'm so afraid of what the future holds.. i'm looking forward to reunions and all,, but i'm uncertain if it would last..

today,, gosh,, it's sort of the worst day of my life.. though i am quite glad that God gave me someone to feed me with advice as well as provide a listening ear.. diba? aun,, He's the best tlga noh? love you Lord!

uhh,, grabe,, i cant breathe na! and the facial pain is here na naman! gosh,, kung may show lang ngayon,, best actress na ko!

FOR CINCO AND 7'03 ONLY..
oo nga,, nsabi ko n s inyo lahat.. pero malamang konti p ln nka2basa.. sana maintindihan ko (at ninyo din) na things dont always go the way we want them to.. pero sa ngayon hindi ko matanggap yan.. kasi gusto ko complete na ulet tayo tapos wala nang mang-iiwan.. sayang.. i was all out pa naman in doing it.. kaso lang,,, kahit ang dami dami na nung ginawa ko,, parang kulang ata sa kanya.. siguro naman by now naiintindihan nyo na kung anu yung pinag-uusapan ko.. (cincoers and 7'03 ln mka2-relate..)

FOR EVERYONE NA ULET
sana nga i'd get over this.. kahit n b karamihan s inyo ndi alam yung reason ko for feeling this awful.. basta ang alam ko,, sa ngayon,, nasasaktan pa rin ako about the whole thing.. sana,,, matapos na 'to.. sana magbago nln lahat,, or sana wla na lang nangyari..

today? not an ordinary day at all.. i wish it never happened.. natatakot nanaman ako!! ayoko n ng gn2!

i need to chill.. hindi ko nga lang alam kung pano.. i need you.. you know who you are.. "if i had only one friend left,, i'd want it to be you.." 22o yan..

right now,, nakikipag-agawan ako kay poj sa comp!! i got here first naman!! grarrrr!! sa ngayon,, nka-luhod ako s floor,, nka-upo sha sa comp seat.. ok lang.. bsta b ako yung gumagamit ng comp eh!

nag-filipino proj kme knina!! nnd2 knina c ange, alex,, marga,, karina and nicole.. we were supposed to do it like 2-5pm.. and then we spent 2-4:30 chatting and eating.. then we did the actual thing at 4:30-5..

sorry po kapatid,, i wasnt able to watch TELON.. hope it was nice.. awww... syet.. wag m ko paiyakin ah!!

hmmmm... cinco,, basahin nio mga email nyo!

hmph,, umagang-umaga,, cnasabihan ako ng nanay ko n mag-aral.. eh tapos n naman yung mga h.w ko eh! pucha nmn ngayon n nga lang ako sinipag n gumawa ng h.w s bahay,, ndi pa nya makita? hay nako.. kung cnasabi nyang mag-aral ako as in aral lang,, hello? never ko pa nagawa yun,, at never ko gagawin yun! bakit? dahil ayoko! anung magagawa ko?

may kasalanan ka pa sakin.. wg mo ko ggnyanin.. sinaktan mo ko.. (diba achay? ang sakit noh? sabihan dw b tayo nun? pinaasa lang tayo..) nakakainis!

cinco,, we need a summer escapade!! may sasabihin ako s inyo.. kailangan ko tlga kayo makita.. minsan na nga lang mangyari eh.. go na.. please?

hmph,, i forgot na may hw pala sa math.. problem solving.. and i cant get #36!! kc nmn,, i always land with 7x/7 = 240/7.. eh di shempre got x=34.285714.. pero kpg s checking nmn iba yung nagiging answer.. arrrrrrrrrrrgh!! im agitated.. damned math.. chka hello?? why do we have to deal with problem solving? like, "one can paint a house in 6 days and the other in 3 days.." the heck!! theyre not painting my house anyways!! so bkt ko kailangn problemahin yun!? diba? like,, hello,, problem solving,, eh hindi ko naman problema yun eh!! for you to solve the problem,, dont mind it na lang cuz u shouldnt meddle with other people's business! hmph.. problem solving bites..

gets ko n yung #36!!

yehey! wla lang.. inisip ko un buong gabi habang nagddinner kme!! wehehehehe.. ayan!! may makokopyahan na yung mga katabi ko bukas!

hmmmm.. banas knina yung kinwento sakin ni tito!! kc daw he told the driver to follow a particular car.. then the driver got off the car and ran to follow the said car!! kainis!! wala lang!

aun,, astig ng stars 2nyt!! they made me feel somewhat relaxed.. i loved stargazing 2nyt.. sobra! kaso lang at some point,, i remembered something and i became a bit depressed again..

why does everyone seem to be depressed these days? and well,, im one of those people.. i just feel soooooo heavy.. and whenever i think of it,, of what's going to happen as the years go by,, mas naiiyak ako..

i got the next few years planned na eh.. i looked forward to spending those years already.. i have visualized how it would go.. everything would be in control.. but then,, last thursday,, all those dreams that i worked hard on,, would simply remain dreams.. nasayang lahat ng efforts ko..

i'm about to go to sleep now.. and i'll be in my room again.. thinking,, thinking,, and thinking.. and after a few moments of reflection,, there i'd go again,, to cry myself to sleep, as i do every night..

oh my gosh!! kanina on the radio,, i was listening in the car kc.. then a d.j spoke about busy days.. and i remembered this song.. (sa mga kinder batch 96!! alam nyo to!!)

busy days we have spent
with our crayons and pencils!
drawing objects,, counting numbers
learning our abc's

we can write our names
spell them out loud and clear!
we can sing songs of love
to our baby jesus dear

dearest daddy and mommy
we thank you sincerely
here in st. paul kindergarten
we're as happy as can be!

as we bid goodbye
to the toys we have now
with ever grateful hearts
in our uniforms we bow!!!

ayun!! wala lang!! ang saya!! grabe! memorize pa namin ni ate yung kanta!! eh hello?? ako 1st yr hi skul na and sha 1st yr college na,, tapos alam pa rin namin yun! ang aliw kaya.. awwww... reminiscing.. here i go again..

hayyyy.. it's our exams na on wednesday! gwarsh! i feel so,, loose! hee!! i dont want to study!! and well,, hmmm.. i miss cinco.. as always!

my mom told me kanina that my sister will teach me for like 2 hours sa math.. but its ok.. maybe i'll get off it.. cuz i really dont want to study! kanina in music,, my teacher was like,, "what were the things you learned in music this year?" then she called me and i was like,, "i learned that no matter how you get rid of math,, it would just keep on haunting you" or something like that.. i forgot na how i stated it eh.. but that was the idea.. then they all laughed.. i wonder why.. i was stating a truth..

oh!! i remember "the importance of being earnest" had a line which went "the truth is rarely pure and never simple.." wala lang.. it made me think na,, oo nga noh.. pero ang galing nung line na yun..

hmmmmm.. i havent talked to a friend in a while.. and i'm sort of having worries.. but i'd have to get rid of school first before i concentrate on this.. yes,, i do prioritize my friends,, but i want school to end fast kaya nagmamadali rin ako!!

i miss my friends.. i miss cinco.. i miss summer vacation,, i miss a lot of things..

just a thought,, nag-wish ako nung simbang gabi last christmas,, kaso lang hindi nagkatotoo.. i completed it naman eh.. but dont get me wrong! i do not doubt God.. i just thought of it.. but i think He has His own plans naman,, which i know would do me good..

kanina in our c.l portfolio,, there was this part we all hated because a groupmate of ours rushed it and it looked so done-in-a-hurry.. it was given out ng 2d qtr pa yata.. but we looked at it carefully now lang.. sir's remarks were "no effort.." and below,, it said,, "crap!" haha!! wla lang.. i was laughing hard the whole time!!

i guess this would do for now.. as usual,, i'd be crying myself to sleep in a while..

got it from pam!

1.DREAM NICKNAME:
>> pretty pauline! (i just made my name longer, didn't i?)

2.WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE:
>> peace of mind..

3.I USUALLY SMELL LIKE:
>> powder..

4.WHAT MOVIE BEST DESCRIBES YOUR SEXUAL PROWESS:
>> american pie!

5.CURRENT CELLPHONE RINGTONE:
>> Spongecola's Jeepney!

6.FAVORITE STORES IN THE MALL:
>> Page One, Powerbooks, Beauty Bar, Humor Post,, Toy Kingdom,, fun d mentals,, landes,, hobbes! basta any store with neat stuff!

7.WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD:
>> not being loved in return?

8.FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN
THE MORNING:
>> "F*ck!! NOT ANOTHER SCHOOL DAY,, PLEASE!"

9.MOST EMBARRASING CD IN YOUR COLLECTION:
>> none.. i'm proud of my cd's! hee!

10.FUTURE CHILD'S NAME:
>> maybe emilia for a girl and zac for a boy? i got no pretty names in my head!

11.FAVORITE BAD GUY:
>> me, i guess.. i love being bad!! haha!! kidding!! nah,, i guess i'd go for ms. trunchbull in matilda! idol!

12.BY CHOICE, A TIME MACHINE WILL TAKE YOU WHEN
AND WHERE:
>> everyone's satisfied.. that'd be hella hard to find!

13.IF SOMEONE WAS MADE RULER OF THE WORLD (dead
or alive), WHO SHOULD IT BE?
>> Ferdinand Marcos when he was still a good ruler.. he was damn good.. sayang..

14.FAVORITE SURVIVOR CHARACTER:
>> Elisabeth in Survivor II! she's sooooooo pretty!

15.TV SHOWS THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH:
>> That's So Raven,, Whose Line is it Anyway,, AFV!

16.PEOPLE WILL BE SURPRISED THAT I LIKE:
>> to have someone to talk to.. on the contrary,, i also love being alone.. just thinking..

17.ESTIMATED NUMBER OF TIMES YOU EVER PUKED FROM
ALCOHOL:
>> ONE!! and it was BAD!! REAL BAD!! hahaha!!

18.WHAT'S GONNA BE YOUR WEDDING SONG:
>> Grow Old With You..

19.DESCRIBE YOUR TYPICAL SATURDAY NIGHT IN VIVID
DETAIL:
>> dreaming,, thinking,, writing.. that's basically it.. unless there'd be a cinco reunion! (uyyy,, nagpaparinig!)

20.WHAT SONG ALWAYS GETS YOU IN A ROMANTIC MOOD:
>> Without You by Charlie Wilson

ooooooooohhh.. it's such a perfect afternoon.. a can of ice-cold vanilla coke with a bag of chips in an air-conditioned room, watching lizzie mcguire while lying in bed on a hot summer day.. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... and it's all happening after the math exam! woohoo!! i'm done with math 1!! i'm loving it!! but still there'd be another set of exams tomorrow! i'll study at around 6pm.. hahhhhhh..the life..

but still,, this is just material satisfaction.. i'm still not satisfied inside.. i just keep on seeking for a solution but i can't seem to find one..

here i am again,, going sentimental.. wow.. it's a sudden shift of character..

darn! i typed a pretty long entry a while ago! and well, the computer stopped working,, so i had to restart it! it wasnt good.. i feel aggravated.. and part of my thoughts were stolen.. argh..

anyways, it's the last day of school tomorrow!! woopee! but then again,, it's also an exam day,, C.L and SCIENCE!! ooooohh my! it's not gonna be good!

ON C.L
okay, so our topic is about the old testament.. the immanuel prophecies, the new covenant,, mostly the prophetic books and the judges.. okay, so we've discussed who married who and the family trees and the barrens or prostitutes or whatever we want to call them.. i dont get the point as to why we have to study these.. again, dont get me wrong,, i do believe in God.. what i don't get is why we have to memorize all these patriarchs and kingdoms and their fights and all that! as sister vee said, "it's not christian writing, it's christian LIVING!" and i do agree with her.. then upon hearing that, ms gabatbat said that one cannot live out what he doesnt know about.. she has a point too! but then again,, all we need is to brush up on our morals through those stories and not memorize the entire events that took place at a certain time! nor do we have to memorize all those people's names which are so hard to spell.. i just don't get the point of doing so..

ON SCIENCE..
astronomy.. that freaking astronomy i have to deal with when what i want to do in life is not at all related to how stars are made and how they die out.. i don't care how they're formed.. i enjoy watching the stars at night.. heck, i love watching stars twinkling away in the dark sky.. and i think i am in the right mind to not associate the stars with absurdities.. i am not that dumb, thank you very much..

ON SUMMER VACATION..
i'm not at all sad that the school year will be over tomorrow.. in fact, i'm so excited that i already have plans for the whole summer! after exam week, i'll be doing nothing at home for one week. the week after that, i'll be spending 2 whole weeks in the Banaag summer workshop.. then, it'd be holy week.. i'm not sure about the plans for that week.. i want to go to subic again and watch the holy week eents such as those people hitting their backs with the sharp stuff.. but this time, i don't want blood splats in the car! anyways, after holy week, it's playshop time! woopee! i'd be spending the whole summer doing what i love to do! MTG,, here i come! though i'd be going to Hong Kong in the middle of playshop.. but it'd only be for a while..

THE DA VINCI CODE
yahoo!! my tito's done with the book! he finished it in two days! that was quick! she borrowed my sister's copy which was bought two weeks ago.. she finished it last Sunday.. and since tito's done,, it's my turn to read it! woohoo!! but my mom doesnt want me to read it cuz she says that it's sort of thought-provoking that you'd be thinking twice about changing your religion.. she says i'd be easily braiwashed by the book cuz when i was younger i bought a voo doo kit and a book called "5 steps on how to be a witch" and she was startled upon seeing those stuff in my room. but hey! i bought it just for fun.. whoops!! i think i'd have a change of plans.. tito just called and told me he bought a copy of "Angels and Demons" also by Dan Brown.. you have to read that first to be familiar with The Da Vinci Code.. woopee!! i'm going to read a bunch of great books!

anything under the sun
it's so darn hot! i need a break..

hi to all my friends!! CINCO!! WE NEED A REUNION!! i miss all of you so much!

PAT,, JANINE,, JAC,, ANNE,, TERUEL,, KIKO,, MGAL,, we need a REUNION too! i miss u also!!

cool!! i got this from ateneo4evr.. he gave me the site.. ts www.deadname.com and it's so great!!

my goth name turned out to be
MORBID PRINCESS

i want my name to be that way na lang!

woopee! we're done with 1st yr h.s! but it wasnt an easy day for me today!! the recognition thing was soooooooooooooooooooo ultimately boring! sir fermin kept on telling us to be quiet as he(?) read the names of those who did well.. like, wow,, don't slam it in my face naman na i dont have awards.. hmph.. the hell i care.. it's just a piece of paper.. i'd be happier if there'd be an envelope containing cash together with the award!

chka doi?! the second honors certificate is just a blue square-shaped piece of paper with typewritten words.. and the 1st honors certificate was an orange one.. like,, whatever happened to those parchment paper certificates? it's only this year that i've seen such absurdity..

after that recognition thing,, we had a club meeting/farewell party for the seniors of Banaag.. we all ended up in tears.. they're a great batch.. oh!! and the green batch banaag members (jussell, jow and prettypauline) composed a song for them.. ayun..

then right now,, i'm right here,, in my brother's room,, using the comp.. i dont like my comp.. it's a pink imac and it wont logon to friendster.. so i'd rather not use it..

hmmmm.. vacation? this word doesnt exist for me, i guess.. next week would be deliberation week in Banaag.. then after that,, we have a 2-week workshop in Banaag.. the following week is holy week.. then after holy week, i'd be spending my time in playshop until june! whew.. it's going to be tiring.. but i know it'll be worth it.. but i think somewhere within the summer break,, i'd be going to Hong Kong or Bora or somewhere else.. but hey! at least there won't be any school! woopee!

in a few moments i'd be starting with The Da Vinci Code.. i know it's gona be nice..

i'm glad school's done.. i miss freedom..

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gawa yan ni alex!

take nyo rin.. tingan nyo nmn result ko,, tlgang masaya dahil bakasyon na!

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whooh,, cool!! paranoid nga ako!! pero ok lang.. what the heck is wrong with being paranoid anyways? wala lang..

this day is full of nothings.. i did nothing but stay at home.. i did nothing but surf the net while lying in bed.. the be kc is beside the comp.. so i kinda changed the position of the comp in a way that i can use the keyboard and mouse while in bed.. TRANSLATION: i'm learning to be a couch potato and a computer bum at the same time.. talk about multi-tasking!!

i also read a bit of the da vinci code.. nakakainis kasi nakaka-bitin!! every chapter leaves you hanging.. banas!!

hmmmmmmm.. it's the 1st day of summer vacation and it's a bit different from what i expected.. kainis,, may Banaag meeting on Monday.. it's a drag..

i have to make a 5-page review for my college freshie sister! damn! my mom told me to do so.. like,, why can't it just be between the two of them? why do i have to get involved in something which is supposed to be none of my business?

hmmmm.. i just came home from a club meeting.. and i'm a bit exhausted.. hmmmm.. i wana sleep!!! kainis pa ayaw gumana nung comp sa room! ayan 2loy im using the one beside the piano,, and it sucks.. ang labo ng monitor n 2 eh!

im bored.. sana playshop na..

i've transferred computers 4 times already!! i tried all 4 computers here at home and they all did the same thing.. they connected to the internet then crashed after a minute or so.. hopefully,, it won't happen again!! oh please!!

darn,, i have to go to school again tomorrow.. banaag deliberations.. they said it's gonna be pretty hard.. but i believe i've been thru worse,, so i guess it'd be okay..

as i said in a previous post,, i'm going crash dieting this summer.. sana it works.. i'd do the after 6 diet,, then less rice,, then taebo everyday for an hour or so.. i dunno if it'd work,, but imma try it anyways..

i'm starting to hate food.. i'll use psychology on me!! woopee!

it was the banaag deliberations today.. and i guess i shouldnt have been there.. its not naman that im being bitter or anything,, pero sana tlga ndi nln ako pumunta cuz ryt wen i got home,, i was struck by this overly painful headache.. and it still hurts.. and i have colds too which feels terrible.. argh.. i need to rest.. i cant handle this..

why do bad things have to happen? i'm darn depressed..

me? leaving you? we may be apart,, but mind you,, i'm still here to listen.. ikaw lang yung ayaw mag-open up..

alam mo yung feeling na everyone's walking out on you?? i feel that way right now.. it's not good.. sa lahat ng tao,, ikaw pa? after ng lahat ng un?? ikaw pa?

ouch..

ayoko sa araw na 2..

going back sa delibs,, ang plastic ko naman kung sabihin kong hindi ako nasaktan diba? hindi nga ako umiyak kanina.. cuz i dont want ur sympathy.. kaya kahit na ba you got a perception kanina na i was cool and calm about the whole thing,, nagkakamali kayo..

ayoko tlga sa araw n 2..

hmmm... "the system of professor tuko" of vii-8 won best in sounds in the recently concluded grade seven drama fest which was held today.. ms rigor called me up and told me the results a while ago.. and im so happy that "new yorker in tondo" didnt win anything! woopee!

sabi sa inyo, cinco eh.. walang makakapalit sa atin! not now,, not ever!! the best pa rin new yorker natin!! get this,, sa atin nag-start yung re-runs ng winning plays diba? hindi nila ni-plan yun,, bigla na lang nangyari cuz of good reviews!! kasi nga magaling tayo!! diba!!

oh!! and congrats to ms engua's class who did "versions of the dawn.." keep shining, people! ms engua,, u did it again! congrats!!

congrats to all the winners!!

cinco!! let's celebrate for OUR "new yorker's" victory! let's wait til it reaches first place again,, which is FAR from happening.. hee!!

cinco!! ang galing natin!

alam mo kilala mo na kung cno ka.. sorry pero nasasaktan talaga ko.. kasi shempre hanggang ngayon naniniwala pa rin ako na meron pa rin.. i know, lumayo ako.. pero hindi dahil sa inyo.. hindi naman kasi ako yung nag-decide na lumayo ako eh..

basta anu man sabihin mo,, i still believe na meron pa ring cinco.. marami pa rin sa atin ang naniniwala jan.. lalo na ako! kasi ako lang yung humiwalay.. pero hanggang ngayon pinagsisisihan ko pa rin yun! chka believe me,, ako yung nahihirapan..

akala ko ba nag-promise tayo last year na walang iwanan.. kahit na ba alam natin na hindi na tayo mananatiling sagrado sa mundong ginalawan natin ng halos isang taon.. oo, alam ko, change is constant.. at oo, alam ko, nagbago ka at nagustuhan mo yung pagbabagong nangyari sayo.. pero hindi yun sapat na dahilan para tumiwalag sa samin.. kasi walang makakapalit sayo.. at kung mawala ka,, lahat kami may kulang.. lahat kami magtatanong kung anong naging pagkukulang namin sayo..

oo, marami nga tayong kalokohan noon.. at ngayon, masasabi mo ngang tumino ka na.. pero kahit na ba may side tayong gago noon, magkakaibigan pa rin naman tayo ah.. kanina lang, may ka-YM ako na cincoer eh.. nagbuhos kami ng galit,, nagsabihan ng problema,, nagtulungan.. ngayon sabihin mo sakin,, anong masamang nagawa namin sayo na siyang naging dahilan na iwanan mo kami.. o kaya naman ay "SHI-NUT GUN" tulad ng sinabi mo..

bakit ba lahat ng pamilyang mapuntahan ko nagiging ganito?

i wasnt online the whole day yesterday.. i was out sick and i sort of wasnt able to get our of bed.. sheesh..

hi to all the people who tagged!! hee!

playshop,, here i come! damn! i've been saying that for a mighty long time and it still isnt april 12! i cant help but feel super over excited! woopee! i miss playshop sooo much!

it was the fresh nyt last thursday.. it ws sort of fun.. masarap yung food sa chocolate kiss.. kaso lang ang daming tao dun! haha!! thanks sa parents ni camille! (diba, alex!?) thanks a lot!

hmmmm... b.a.. hayaan mo,, magkikita ulet kayo ng celly ko sa april! diba, classmate!? kaso lang matuto kang bitiwan yung phone ko kpg classes na ah!! baka masigawan ka ni tchr chari ng "AAAAAAHHHH!!! STOP IT!!! PATATAS FRITAS, YOU OOMPA LOOMPA!!" tama!!

onga pala,, camcam,, friend ko s friendster si ramon bautista.. masaya!! hehehe..

hayyy.. i feel NOTHING! pero excited na ko mag-april 12!! sana music museum ulet yung show para happy tayong lahat at para maganda yung dressing room..

lesley,, we'll miss u! good luck sa hardcourt! and sa streetdancing!

max,, sabay tayong ma-excite to death!! haha!

to all those who are leaving musical theater teens advanced (MTG),, we'll miss you! as of now,, mga 4 or 5 pa lang kme.. uhh,, ako,, jim (not sure),, b.a,, gab (not sure),, nikki (reggie said ur not sure) ayun! and that's the whole class na! haha! so to those who are still joining,, tell me na! so that we'd have a longer class list!

hayyy.. i miss being in full blast.. i miss the body i had in gr6! (diba, danica!?) i miss being the old me..

hafta scram in a wyl.. IM GONA CLEAN UP MY ROOM!! whoa.. so unbecoming of me!!

im a bit excited though.. cuz i hate seeing my room all messy..

i want to clean up but i dont want hard work involved.. darn..

nitatamad n ko but i want my room to be clean!! anyone who'd like to do the job? good money will be at stake..

gwarsh.. my room needs cleaning!

uhhh,,, im bored..

im done with my room!! now im prepared for tomorrow's workshop! woopee! hayyy.. sana april 12 na.. i miss playshop!! sobra!! i was reminiscing knina eh.. i saw kc the footloose script.. and i can hear teacher chari again shouting "patatas fritas! (that's bad daw but i duno wt it means.. doesnt that translate to "fried potatoes?") you oompa loompa! come on, chuwariwappps!!!" wehehe.. those were the days.. and in a matter of weeks, i'd hear the same stuff again! woopee!

so,, tomorrow's the banaag workshop.. they said that the tchr there will also teach in playshop.. so i bet she's gona be good.. and sana it'd be fun! yey!

hahhhh.. sana lang marami pa rin yung MTG-ers na magjjoin in the same class this year.. i miss that perfect combo!! haha!! awww.. wla n c red and paolo and alexa and lesley and reggie and i duno who else.. awww.. theyre gona be missed..

i played badminton today.. so im feeling sick again ryt now.. and my right arm is sooooo painful! argh!

btw,, my sister's clasm8s were here knina cuz they workd on a project.. then kainis one of them looked at some pics in my mom's albums.. then i had a pic there.. nka close-up yung face ko.. then the guy was pointing to that pic and he was like,, "OI! KANINONG PWET YAN!?" argh!! pero benta yung joke.. wehehe..

im tired.. but im glad my room's fixed now.. in a matter of days, it'd be messed up again! woopee!

hayyy.. i went to the banaag workshop today.. it's our 1st day.. our teacher was teacher ems.. and then she teaches in playshop too so i assumed it'd be just like playshop minus the show.. heck, i was right! so i guess today, my playshop life is back! and as the days go by,, i'd feel more and more excited to hoard shang again --- shopping and playshopping and shopping some more!

neweiz,, we did the introduction thingies.. then the dragon's tail.. then the tag with the 4 lines.. then more introductions.. argh.. it was tiring and i guess i had some fun too.. but then again,, playshop rules over this one --- big time!

HAY! PATATAS FRITAS! (i still dunno what that means.. leave a comment if you know the answer.. PLEASE!!)

yah nga pala,, we're gona have TALENT DAY daw!! hayyy.. another chance for me to humiliate myself!! heck,, in last yr's talent day,, i sang "I FEEL PRETTY" with actions pa! in front of the big mirrors over there at the wizards room! and they were all laughing.. hah!! like,, come on, pauline.. u?? pretty? get a life!

hmmm.. oompaloompa!! after the workshop,, we went to mcdo for lunch.. then jow and i scrammed and walked to eyrie (the walk was tiring! believe me!!) to meet up with jussel and pam and tin and jelyn (spelling?!).. oh believe me.. it wasnt a pretty sight! ayoko n ng gnun na life! then i stayed there and then my sister told me she'd be picking me up na daw.. so i went back to mc to rid the cigarette smell.. i didnt smoke though.. im a good girl now.. then i walked from mc to ateneo cuz my sister was so tagal..

aun.. good thing im home now.. im experiencing severe muscle pains.. i need to rest..

come on and sing with me! SHOUTOUT: hi to class MTC of playshop 2002!! bebeh!! hahaha!!

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I FEEL PRETTY
from The Westside Story
(yung musicale, ha? hindi yung baduy na chinovela!)

I feel pretty,
Oh, so pretty,
I feel pretty and witty and bright!
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me tonight.

I feel charming,
Oh, so charming
It's alarming how charming I feel!
And so pretty
That I hardly can believe I'm real.

See the pretty girl in that mirror there:
Who can that attractive girl be?
Such a pretty face,
Such a pretty dress,
Such a pretty smile,
Such a pretty me!

I feel stunning
And entrancing,
Feel like running and dancing for joy,
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy!

Have you met my good friend Maria,
The craziest girl on the block?
You'll know her the minute you see her,
She's the one who is in an advanced state of shock.

She thinks she's in love.
She thinks she's in Spain.
She isn't in love,
She's merely insane.

It must be the heat
Or some rare disease,
Or too much to eat
Or maybe it's fleas.

Keep away from her,
Send for Chino!
This is not the
Maria we know!

Modest and pure,
Polite and refined,
Well-bred and mature
And out of her mind!

I feel pretty,
Oh, so pretty
That the city should give me its key.
A committee
Should be organized to honor me.

I feel dizzy,
I feel sunny,
I feel fizzy and funny and fine,
And so pretty,
Miss America can just resign!

See the pretty girl in that mirror there:

What mirror where?

Who can that attractive girl be?

Which? What? Where? Whom?

Such a pretty face,
Such a pretty dress,
Such a pretty smile,
Such a pretty me!

Such a pretty me!

I feel stunning
And entrancing,
Feel like running and dancing for joy,
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy!
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hmmm.. comment on the song? ang swerte naman ni Maria.. she feels pretty because she's loved by a pretty wonderful boy.. hayyy.. pero in the song, malalaman mo talaga na everyone's a fool as long as s/he's in love.. look at her! she went insane.. lahat tayo nagdadaan jan.. in love tayo to the point na mukha na tayong tanga.. hmmm...kelan kaya ako ulet magkakaganyan?

wenk! ang wutevr ng mga ni-type ko!

we did the ever famous log roll in the workshop today.. hayy,, tiring.. it's ana mae's bday today.. (she's my clubm8..) and we surprised her knina.. haberdei amae!

nuff bout that.. it was tippy's birthday yesterday!! i remember nung gr3 we went to her house nung bday nya.. kme nila janine,, marice,, aika,, sev,, etc! tapos nag-roller blades tayo and stuff! yun yata yung time na janine's yaya offered us the sub-zero kasi i tried to buy a can of miller kaso lang hello? i was just 9 yrs old then so malamang hindi ako binentahan.. forgive my innocence but that was the only time i knew that u cant buy liquor til ur 18.. hehe..

today's jerica's birthday,, and a number of blogs have that fact posted! hee! so to add to that, happy birthday jerica! as they all said, ur already 15 and ur about to face new challenges,, learn new things and all that.. and i can say that a lot of changes have occurred and we've been through a lot (not this year though cuz we're far away from each other.. ) but one thing remains unchanged.. im still here for you.. i was,, i am,, and i will always be.. i miss u so much!! take care of urself for me! hope you're enjoying your day as well as all the days to come.. i miss u soooooo much! love you!

it's just 2:45 p.m and i feel so tired.. i want a naptime but i myt miss t.v. shows!

tc people!!

MTG ROCKS!! woopee!! gab's joining! 3 na yung sure (b.a,, me and gab!)!! the rest are either not going or unsure.. join nalang! let's reunite!! woopee!

arrrgh.. i fell asleep at around 4:30p.m thus not being able to watch that's so raven.. but its aryt! there's a replay naman 2nyt and well, i know naman na the episode eh.. aun.. *yawn* (after typing the word "yawn",, i really yawned! amazing!)

i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.. i've been feeling cranky and my body is in so much pain.. and attending workshops obviously aint the cure..

thoughts? i dont know.. but once in a while i get to think of stuff im not supposed to think of.. to quote ms mirafuente,, "i get light bulb moments"..

im really sleepy.. and i thought of the song "idlip" by imago.. yes, the song does make sense.. "in the arms of make believe, sleep will set you free.." *i yawned again* and how i wish i am in the arms of make believe.. cuz here, whenever i sleep, it makes me feel sooooooooo guilty.. especially when i got stuff to do but im super sleepy.. dont you think it'd be nice when you get to sleep without worries?? wala lang.. sana i get to experience that.. but NO! i never experienced that.. it's always sleeping for a reason..

IM NOT MAKING ANY SENSE, AM I?

that's cuz im sleepy.. and i miss my friends..

hayaan nyo,, when the workshop's over,, i could be with you na.. problema lang,, i'd be available lang on tuesdays, thursdays and saturdays.. got playshop kasi.. but i dont consider it as a burden at all.. yung workshop,, puede pa maging big burden.. everyday kasi eh.. tapos morning pa..

i hate morning classes.. im not a morning person..

i still miss my friends..

and i'm still sleepy..

this is how i look when im sleepy..

i yawned again..

i feel so lost.. i went online kanina but for like a minute or so lang.. y? dahil this comp went berserk and broke down.. buti na lang na-reformat ni ate phoebe.. laking pasasalamat ko sa kanya,, wow!! may technician na kami sa bahay.. NA HINDI NAGPAPABAYAD! kuripot nga lang..

nwei,, i watched EVEN STEVENS today sa disney.. the one about mr. pookie (tama b?) and the drum set.. its my 2d time to watch it pero it made me cry just like the 1st time i saw it.. sobrang ganda.. wow.. *hands down*

walang magawa today.. as usual,, workshop in the morning.. since school ended lagi na lang ako 7am gumigising everyday.. 9-12 kc yung workshop.. and im kinda sick of it.. i really want it to end soon.. dont get me wrong.. the club's ok,, the teacher's ok,, its just too early.. had you scheduled it in the afternoon,, it'd be a lot better.. A WHOLE LOT BETTER..

to the public: anung puedeng gawin para sa talent day? kung walang mag-suggest,, kakanta nln ako ng "i feel pretty" tulad ng ginawa ko nung auditions ng honk,, at nung unang talent day ng MTG!!

im tired.. but well, i have to make up for the lost time!! haha!! ngyn lang ako nag-comp sa araw na 'to... lubusin na, diba?

mag-comment naman kayo,, nang may mabasa ako..

oh well, i just got home.. yup,, ur ryt.. workshop!

the day has just begun.. for me, at least..

congrats nga pala to the seniors of spcp!! woopee!! grads na kayo!

im gona leave later at arnd 6pm.. dinner daw.. kc grad ni bea!! hi bea!! congrats!! wlaln..

wla mashado nangyari 2day..

onga pala,, ITS SO HOT!! and my sis is in subic ryt now!! with her blockm8s.. and theyre enjoying cuz everything's free! you see,, her blockm8's part of the political dynasty ruling over subic.. so everyone knows his family.. and he gets a lot of privileges like eating for free in pier one in subic.. then they have this rest house that looks like a resort dahil s sobrang laki nung place.. astig!

wow.. i miss the christmas season!! remember the climate then? sobrang lamig! then now its sooo hot!! kainis nga lang last nyt.. it was super hot outside.. then inside my room it's super cold cuz of the air con.. i couldnt adjust nmn the air con cuz my sister's sleeping na.. (double deck bed namin eh.. nsa taas sha.. at nsa may bed nya yung a/c..) argh!

hayyy,, i want to stop time and take a hike.. or maybe fast-forward it to april 12! woopee!

My Immortal.

Your Lyrics

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me


What Evanescence song are you?
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You are Jack Salmon

You are my favorite character
in 'The Lovely Bones.' You are an incredibly
good person and you care so much about your
loved ones and wish to protect them under any
circumstances. You will stop at nothing to keep
those you love away from harm and you love
wholeheartedly. No matter what anyone else
might say never lose your protecting nature,
because even if no one else may see it...you
are a hero.


Which character from Alice Sebold's 'The Lovely Bones' are you?
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im off to bed now..

hayy.. noong isang araw nag-comment ako sa blog ng isang guro.. tinanong ko kung marami bang tchrs ang namimiss ang students nila kahit na ba buong taon ay ang mga students n tulad ko ay abusado.. buong buhay na ko binabagabag ng tanong na iyan.. i just cant see through them.. paano kasi.. mashado silang sagrado.. lalong hindi naiintindihan.. karamihan lang naman yun.. malamang,, hindi ko nilalahat!

nwei,, nabasa ko yung entry ni achay.. at oo,, naniniwala ako sa mga sinasabi nya.. kasi ako din.. i may take things lightly,, i may look as if everything's alryt,, i may accept whatever's offered to me,, i may seem ok.. i may have this cheery exterior.. pero hindi nyo lang alam,, na those with the brightest smiles and the hardest laughs are those who are terribly hurt..

oo, kaming mga masaya na mukhang walang pinoproblema,, kami yung mga lumuluha ng ila-ilang oras bawat araw.. basahin nyo lang yung essay ko sa c.l.. yung tungkol sa family.. kala nyo,, andaming naiyak dun! hanep! hindi ko inakalang magiging ganun ang reaksyon nila.. kasi daw kung makikita ang panlabas kong anyo,, masayahin,, gago mag-isip,, nagpapatawa ng ibang mga malungkot na mukha.. kaya siguro pinapatawa ko na lang ang iba.. dahil sarili ko,, hindi ko man lang mapangiti..

miss ko nang ngumiti ng walang bumabagabag.. ng walang iniisip.. ng walang inaalala kung ano ang gagawin bukas, o sa susunod na araw,, o sa kamakalawa,, kamakatlo,, kamalabing lima,, kamaisang-libo? kasi kahit saan ako magpunta,, there's at least one thing na kailangan kong alalahanin.. ayoko na ng ganito.. pagod na ako..

maiba ang usapan,, kanina daw ang longest airing ng t.v patrol sa abs cbn.. mula sa kalahating oras,, naging isa't kalahating oras.. nag-aasaran daw sila ng kabilang istasyon.. *ahem* kapuso? (sinamid.. namatay..) hay nako,, pati ba naman news show nakikipag-asaran? hindi ginagamit ang airtime para sa benepisyo nila.. tayong mga mamamayan ang kailangan nilang paglingkuran.. gago pala sila eh..

naiinis pa rin ako sa boses ni mike enriquez.. masakit sa tenga..

wag na wag nyo iboto si fpj.. nanonood ako ng insider ngayon.. at ang masasabi ko lang,, tang ina.. desidido talaga si fpj maging pangulo.. hindi nya na kinaawaan ang mga pilipino.. puede ba ha,, umatras ka na.. wag mo kaming gawing shooting na maari mong i-cut kung nagkaroon ng problema.. umalis ka na sa poder ng pulitika.. hindi ka bagay doon.. ni hindi ka nga marunong mag-english eh.. kaya nga tagalog ang entry ko para maintindihan mo.. oo nga pala,, ang ibig sabihin ng "entry" ay "kasulatan".. ang ibig sabihin ng "foreign relations" ay "ugnayang panlabas".. at wag na wag mong kakalimutan.. ang ibig sabihin ng pagiging "politician" ay "paglilingkod para sa ikauunlad ng bayan" at hindi ang inaakala mong "paglilingkod para sa ikauunlad ng bulsa mo at ng production house mo"..

fpj,, wag kang magpapakita sa akin.. patay tayo diyan..

thanks to those who gave comments in my previous post.. thanks to gix and hase..

nwei,, my nose is currently bleeding.. gwarsh!! i've used up 7 cotton balls and theyre all full already! but its aryt.. by tomorrow i'll be a shade whiter! yikes!

hmmm.. i love sleeping!! wow!! i slept this afternoon,, for about 3 hours.. and when i woke up i felt a lot better.. wow!! rejuvenation!

tomorrow the workshop will run the whole day.. 9am-4pm.. tapos talent day pa that day.. so i think i'd just be singing "i feel pretty" again.. syet.. gasgas na gasgas na yung song.. eh kc,, no one's suggesting eh! suggest pa kayo ng ibang song! gooooooo!!

hah.. the bleeding has stopped! woopee! im free again!

uhh,, ayun,, tc everyone!! except sa mga kaaway ko kung mern man! wehehe.. tama!

oi,, nalibang ata ako s pag-take ng friendtest.. yung akin din marapat lang na inyong sagutan!! kung nde,, hmph!! utang na loob!

ito ah!!

oo, dito,, click mo! bilis!

INAGAW MO ANG LAHAT SA AKIN KA!

i went to his concert last nyt! woopee! it was super fun!! i got in again 4 free.. so for the record,, the only concert i didnt get to watch was the happy 50 tv concert.. wasnt able to get a free ticket eh!!

last nyt, he sang 5 songs.. kaso lang when he sang crazy in love,, he was with pops fernandez.. and they were dancing together.. and they got to chat and all.. so nakakainis!! I should be the one onstage at that tym!!

it began with francis m,, then the ultra-PANIRA starstruck people.. then erik santos followed.. then came JAY-R!! AAAAAHHH!! haha! then pops na yata.. then francis m came back.. then it was VANNESS!! haha!! when he came,, i felt araneta SHAKING!! haha! as in,, no kidding,, it was SHAKING!! then there he was.. i wanted to melt!! haha!! kaso lang when i stood up,, there was this bakla in front of me,, and he stood up,, AND HE WAS MIGHTY TALL!! a six-footer yata.. like,, BUMMERRRRR!! AAAAHHH!! buti nalang he transferred to the side.. wawa naman this kid,, 7 yr old yata,, who couldnt see the stage.. so he went to the elevated side.. i was seated at the center kasi eh.. 11th row.. ayun..

grabe,, kasi nung dec. 26 concert,, there were these 2 people (of course, women.. aged around 25) who gave bears 2 f4,, (the one with their calling cards attached) then last nyt,, asenso cla.. they were ONSTAGE na!! they promoted the yamaha switch thingie.. which meant they saw vanness backstage!! inggit!!

ayun.. it was super fun!! and again,, jo and espina wehe there! hee! fun sha sobra!!

it would have been a perfect concert.. if not for the starstruck people.. hee.. sayang..

WALA LANG!! FRIENDSTER TALAGA OH..

Part One: Basics
1. NAME: pauline bianca a gaerlan
2. SEX: girlaloo
3. BIRTHDATE: january 21, 1989
4. WHERE DO YOU LIVE: in the outskirts of q.c
5. HEIGHT: 5', and trying to get at least half an inch!
6. SHOE SIZE: 7 lang po!
7. FIRST CRUSH: loren.. dunno his last name.. we were in diapers then and we have a pic wherein he kissed me!
8. PARENTS: stella and william.. should i add 3 more? hee!
9. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: ambidextrous
10. WHATS YOUR SIGN: aquarius
11. WHATS THE FIRST IMPRESSION OF YOU: INNOCENT (surprising!)
12. EVER BEEN IN LOVE: the foolish kind!? yeah..
13. PUPPY LOVE: HELL YEAH!
14. HAVE A TATTOO: wala eh *shakes head*

Part Two: Foods
1. CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLTE: swiss miss hot choco..
2. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING: i love mcdo fries *looks at tummy with guilt*
3. COKE OR PEPSI: PEPSI!! go f4!
4. ROOT BEER OR DR. PEPPER: rootbeer.. without a doubt..
5. TEA OR COFFEE: green tea frap from starbucks.. mmmmmmm....
6. MILK/DARK/WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk chocolate.. yum!!
7. VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate
8. CAKE OR PIE: apple pie with a lot of cinnamon!

Part Three: Pick one
1. MARRY PERFECT FRIEND OR PERFECT LOVER: uh? too common a question.. it could be both in the same person..
2. CATS OR DOGS: DOGS! *gives gozilla a hug*
3. 1 PILLOW OR 2: my bed is the kingdom of pillows
4. W/ OR W/O ICE CUBES: of course with ice!
5. TOP OR BOTTOM : BOTTOM!!
6. WINTER/SPRING/SUMMER/FALL: spring! para tama lang..
7. SKIING OR BOARDING: boarding
8. BIKING OR BLADING: i always bike while blading!
9. ROCK/RAP/R&B/PUNK/ALT: acoustic?? hehe,, r&b
10.NIGHT OR DAY: night
11. GLOVES OR MITTENS: gloves
12. DRESSED OR UNDRESSED: half-dressed!!
13. BUNK OR WATER BED: water bed!
14.MAKE PLANS OR GO ALONG: GO ALONG!! HAHA!
15. TRUTH OR DARE: i pick dare.
16. MTV OR VH1: nickelodeon
17. OCEAN OR POOL: POOL!!! i hate salty water.. it hurts my cheeks!
18. SHOWERS OR BATHS: baths.. ahh.. the pleasure..
19. LOVE OR LUST: love, of course!
20. SILVER OR GOLD: silver
21. DIAMONDS OR PEARLS: diamonds.. my best friend!
22. PENCIL OR PEN: pen.. the pencil screeches.. oohh,, goosebumps
23. SUNRISES OR SUNSETS: sunsets.. it signals both an end and a beginning
24. BLIND OR DEAF: neither

Part four: Favorites
1. COLOR: PINK!
2. NUMBER: 21, 7, 15, 5
3. SUBJECT: dismissal
4. CLOTHING BRAND: nike,, powerpuff stuff!,, nautica (got a new jacket!)
5. SHOE BRAND: nike,, fila (my fave pink shoes!),, powerpuff,, skechers
6. SPORT TO PLAY: most hours online.. im the champ!
7. DRINK: rootbeer,, green tea frap,, coffee,, iced tea
8. ANIMAL: GODZILLA!
9. HOLIDAY: CHRISTMAS!
10. FAVORITE LINE FROM A MOVIE: "seven days..."---the ring!
11. BAND: IMAGO!,, ciudad (is that ciudad? yes son, its me..),, SPONGECOLA!
12. MOVIE: the wedding planner.. all time fave ko yan!
13. PLACE TO CHILL: on my bed.. ahhh....
14. FLOWER: paper roses!! buwahehe!! joketime!! uhh,, susan's roses? hehe,, joketime ulet!! uhh,, tulips!
15. PERFUME: glow by j.lo

Part five: Future
1. HOW MANY KIDS: 2-3
2. COLLEGE: u.p or admu.. sorry,, malayo la salle eh..
3. JOB: lawyer? politician? with a bit of stage acting on the side.. ayun.. lawyer,, politician,,
4a. WHAT DOES YOUR IDEAL GF/BF LOOK LIKE: i'll know when i see him
4b. HOW DO THEY ACT:
parang best friend!

Part Six: Would you?
1. MOVE ANYWHERE: if a dumdum like fpj or eddie gil becomes president
2. DYE YOUR HAIR: depends on the color
3. MEET ONE FAMOUS PERSON: you mean, me? hee!! yeah,, maybe vanness wu or ken zhu?
4. LIVE WITH ONE PERSON FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE: of course not just one
5. NAME ONE PERSON YOU LOVE: me!
6. NAME ONE THING THAT EMBARRASSES YOU: IM FAT!
7. DO YOU LIKE SCHOOL? when meeting up wid friends,, yeah.. when it concerns academics,, HELL NO!
8. DO YOU LIKE TALKING ON THE PHONE? depends on who's calling.. i HATE business calls!! HEAR THAT!! YES,, THIS MEANS YOU ******!!
9a. DO YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LINE? sadly, no!
b. CAN WE HAVE YOUR NUMBER? depends if ur cute and worthy of me!
10. DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE? CHANGE TOPIC!
11. ARE YOU SCARED TO ASK SOMEONE OUT: why would i? THEY should ask ME!
12. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING? when i get thin,, i will!
13. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU WERE GONNA DIE? i get reccurring thoughts
14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS? my bed has a zoo of stuffed animals!
15. HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN/FRACTURED A BONE? NOT YET!
16. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? my two ears lang.. bummer..
17. DO YOU WEAR BRACES? my dentist said my teeth are perfect.. heck,, I AM PERFECT!! HAHA!! KIDDING!
18. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF A GOOD LISTENER? i am.. i guarantee..
19. CAN YOU SWIM? yeah.. not the complicated stokes though.. haha!
21. DO YOU THINK CHEERLEADING IS A SPORT? it could be..

puffft! i started with the 3-day diet today.. and it's mighty painful.. here's the plan:

i got nothing to eat except the ones there.. argh! it's hard.. but i have to sacrifice, right? come on! motivate me, people!! i'm losing control!

if u wana see the freckin diet,, click here!!

nweiz,, aun,, the diet was hard.. to think my brother is soooooo much of an "alaskador" and he does nothing but tease me.. hwarf, poj!! may araw ka din..

some people claim that this 3-day diet thing could make you lose 10lbs in just 3 days.. unbelievable.. but the last time i did this,, i only lost 5lbs.. i hope it'd be better this time..

nweiz,, i enrolled in playshop today! woopee! as promised,, i enrolled in musical theater teens G! yahoooooo!! tchr chari,, you'd be putting up with me again!! patayan na toh!! haha! patatas fritas! nwei,, surprisingly,, I AM THE SIXTH STUDENT OF MTG!! AS IN,, SIX!! whoa.. never have i seen a class so empty!! haha! so guys,, if u got nothing to do this summer,, JOIN MTG!! IT'S SUPER FUN!

hmmmmmmm.... now i'm home.. and it's only the 1st day of the 3-day diet.. argh.. i need a life.. man,, why does liposuction have to be complicated?!

yadah yadah yadah.. i'm off to bed.. WOOPEE!! NO WORKSHOP IN BANAAG TOMORROW!!

nako,, i want to freak out.. nkk-banas yang the sims na yan!! it doesnt want to uninstall.. dont tellme we have to re-format the comp just to get it back to normal.. FUCK MICROSOFT!

nwei,, aun,, i tried to borrow the sims cd from a neighbor cuz mine nga has a prob na.. he doesnt want to lend it,, we might break it daw.. eh sinira nya nga ps2 ko eh!! punyetang bata ka!

ayun,, sorry sobrang puro mura yung entry na toh... nababanas lang talaga ko.. chka,, aun,, wlang hiya!

uuuuhhhh,, ano pa nga ba?? uhh,, i despise this day!!

workshop na naman tomorrow,, whole day.. hayop.. ayoko na.. tinatamad na ko! eh ayun din naman ang ggwin ko sa april! bakit ko pa kayo kailangang intindihin? eh nagawa ko na lahat ng ginagawa natin,, na-experience ko na lahat yan! at maeexperience ko na ulit yan isang linggo pagkatapos ng ng workshop na ni-set ninyo! ANO BA!! ITIGIL NYO NA NGA MGA KALOKOHAN NIYO! AKALA NYO NAMAN KASI KUNG SINO KAYONG MAGALING EH! EH NAPAKARAMI PANG DI HAMAK NA MAS MAGALING SA INYO! OO! KAYO ANG KAUSAP KO! HINDI KO KAYO KAILANGAN! BINABASURA KO KAYO!

hahhhhhhhh.. that felt so much better.. im off to nowhere.. i need a break..

haha!! oh my gosh,, i've been playing with the ps2 all afternoon! first i played 3XTREME using the plain controllers.. then i saw my GRAN TURISMO cd and played with it with my steering wheel.. (it's been collecting dust in the attic.. i got it on my 12th birthday..) then i saw other connectibles for the playstation like the gun used in AREA 51.. but i didnt use it.. the last one i used before this entry was the dance pad.. i played DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION!! haha!! i got the dance pad for christmas when i was 10.. good thing it's still working.. and aun,, it's super fun!! haha!!

heiyya!! as usual,, i went to the workshop today.. 9-4p.m.. and well,, we started with 26 students,, and a while ago,, we're left with only ELEVEN! may mga sadyang tamad,, pumunta sa ibang bansa,, pumuntang province,, and all those classic excuses whenever you miss some activity..

NWEIZ,, OFF TO A BETTER TOPIC NOW, WHICH IS WORTHY OF BEING ACTUALLY TALKED ABOUT,, i slept from 5:30-7:30 p.m.!! and in a while,, i'd be off to playing with my beloved ps2.. hee!! i really missed playing with my steering wheel and the dance pad instead of using plain controllers..

hmmm.. another achievement! we're SEVEN in MTG now! woopee!! hee! hope it increases REAL SOON!! MAN!! IT'S JUST A LITTLE MORE THAN A WEEK TIL PLAYSHOP TIME! hmm.. we're dianne,, gab,, me,, tanya,, michelle,, and two unidentified ppl.. nikki said she myt join (hope you do, nikki!) and b.a's joining but i think he hasnt enrolled yet.. pero okay lang yan, b.a,, puede ka pa maghintay ng mahabang panahon since ang dami dami na ng mtg-ers this yr!

shifting to another topic,, i was channel surfing a while ago.. and i stumbled across rpn9,, and they showd "Making of The Passion." and it was real nice.. i've been wanting to watch the flick before pa but when i got to watch this,, it really excited me! i mean,, wow!! the effects were soooooooo impressive!

what struck me most was when they were thinking of a concept for the symbolism of evil.. they said that the stereotypical look of evil would mean someone which would scare you.. but that doesnt seem right cuz evil should look pleasant and tempting.. as in,, one who looks very inviting but you'd see in his eyes that the intention isn't good.. and they do have a very good point.. like,, ang tanga natin,, kasi natatakot tayo when we see an image of the devil,, pero kung ano pala yung mukhang maganda,, yun yung sinful.. gwarsh!

chka nga pala,, ang pretty nung nag-play ng mary magdalen!! sobra!! as in,, they were trying really hard to make her look dirty and all,, but it seems that no matter how much dirt was put on her face,, she'd still look so pretty and all.. astig!

nwei,, hmm.. im off to more net-surfing then i'd play ps2 na! ta ta!! oh!! and pray for me,, i havent seen my grades yet.. yikes!! hee! my mom told me pa naman that i wont be joining playshop if i flunk.. good thing they wont be giving refunds!! haha!! trumpets ppl,, thanks for saving me.. hehehe!!

nweiz,, i really have to put an end to this entry! tc evry1!